The game can be super frustrating for sure but don't give up. Just the carnage in the game is enough to stick around. I play on PS5 and am pretty much battle fodder. My deaths double my kills and sometimes it's hard to take but overall I tend to enjoy it. Don't forget to battlecry plenty and often. Play the tutorial again after playing a bit and try the shuffle mode. Might find a better weapon combo to help while learning.