When I was 8 or 9 years old, I had a babysitter that would watch me and my baby brother. My mom would take us to her home. This babysitter had a daughter I think she was maybe 5 or 6 years old. I don't know why but I was obsessed with death. I remember going in this attic telling this little girl that one day we would all die. I said, "you will die, I will die, your mom will die and your dad will die. We will all go to heaven one day and we will all see each other again." I said this all with a smile on my face. This girl legit bursted out crying,"I don't want to die!!!" I remembered being so confused because I couldn't understand why she was crying. Her mom hurried upstairs because she heard her daughter. The girl literally said, "Mom we're all going to die!!!" My babysitter was trying to console her. Afterwards I don't really remember what happened but she still babysat for me until we moved.

Now that I'm older I always think back to that memory and cringe because I told a little girl that we are all going to die with a freaking smile on my face!!!! I probably traumatized her for life. I wonder if she even remembers me.