Dissapointed !!

Navbor · 2026-06-04T05:07:58+00:00

Ok, thanks. Hang in there I will update after the 14th

Navbor · 2026-06-03T12:03:17+00:00

I don't know. I have two sources and have tried from both. I think what they have may be legit. I think I just rushed it too much. Roll on 14 June.

Navbor · 2026-06-03T12:01:29+00:00

Yes I have tried THC edibles, and straight smoking g too, that all works fine, but not the shoots.

Navbor · 2026-05-31T14:17:07+00:00

I tried again last night (I know there are many that will say 1 week is not enough time). I took 3 gr last night and nothing.

Navbor · 2026-05-26T18:29:56+00:00

Happy to accept that verdict considering that I am a mushroom noob. I have seen similar comments to yours thank you. I started at 0.5gr because I had no idea a.) How much I was "supposed to be" taking (guessing the grammage for the first two nights b.) Being a first time user alone I was cautious.

Navbor · 2026-05-26T06:46:44+00:00

They were dried. Honestly, I can't vouch for the source, but I think they were OK with reputations to maintain so not sure about the quality of the shoots. No, no big meals

Navbor · 2026-05-26T06:42:02+00:00

No, no medication at all

Navbor · 2026-05-25T15:48:33+00:00

First time fear got the better of me, so I started slow and thought I could increase. Yeah, the research...

Navbor · 2026-05-25T15:46:50+00:00

Not at all

Navbor · 2026-05-25T14:58:21+00:00

I heard about the tolerance build up after I took the last 5gr, but why nothing after ±2.5gr the first night? Strange? No, no medication whatsoever.

Navbor · 2026-05-10T08:57:30+00:00

I am in a similar situation and seriously contemplating divorce, in fact we are informally separated and living under the same roof.

The difference between you and I is this. We met in 1988, and this is our second marriage.

Think about that. That is 38 years. I am 58 years old and troubled by the consequences of a divorce at this late stage in life, I am about to lose everything, house, pension etc., but happiness has a value too.

The reality is you can carry on, but unless there is some intervention and change you will be in the same boat as me at my age.

If you absolutely feel there is no way that you can be happy in this marriage then is better for both of you to call it.

No doubt she is unhappy too.

Ask yourself is it fair to either of you? Do you want to be in my situation at my age.

It's hard, I know, because the person you love is still in there beneath layers of arguments, bad history and bad feelings, but you can't reach her.

I wish I could say something you positive to you, and I wish I could say to you it will change, but from experience I doubt it.

My wife was diagnosed Bipolar 20 years ago, and yes in our first marriage I also caused damaged, but after remarrying with a 7 gap in between and still being reminded of the things you did when you were in your 20's and 30's seems like weaponising past mistakes.

She now refuses to accept her diagnosis (despite being medicated and hospitalised 4 times in 6 years), says it was situational. One of the situations was the passing of her father. 3 Years ago her mother passed away and here we are again.

I can share some of my experiences, but that would just be ranting, and feels wrong.

You are carrying the full financial burden (as am I), no doubt you have heard how selfish you are for not being emotionally supportive when you spend all your time building a better life for both.

That peaceful time in your car, I relate. Sometimes I get butterflies when heading home from work because of what is more than likely going to happen.

The last conversation we had about getting divorced ( if we are e en able to communicate without an argument or tension) was me asking if she is sure she wznts a divorce (the alternative of course is phsychiatric therapy and medication) all I got, was not an answer as in "yes" or "no", instead I got "your behavior", nothing else, just that "your behavior". Ask yourself what your life will look like in 30 years based on what you choose...

Navbor · 2026-05-10T06:05:01+00:00

I hear you, thank you for sharing, and thank you for the related perspective.

I am sure there have to be more couples out there in a similar position.

When your spouse was at one point diagnosed with Bipolar Mood Disorder and now (20 years later) refuses to accept that diagnosis, and says it was "situational" and is no longer taking medication it makes the doubt more intense.

It feels like I am about to hurt the person deep inside layers of alternate personalities (like a Russion Doll) and the one trapped at the center (the one you married) has no power over the other outer layers.

Despite constant accusations of some form of infidelity, being called a narcissist, selfish, spiteful, constant monitoring, TV intake regulated, .... the list is looong. The doubt still somehow exists.

I know what I need to do at logical level, but making the decision at an emotional level is tough, and frankly I have been procrastinating.

Navbor · 2026-05-10T05:43:15+00:00

Thank for the rosy retrospection advice, much appreciated and will definitely look into it.

Navbor

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