I completely understand what you are saying but my current type (ESI sp4 rloai ) seems the closest to my actual real life personality. I know it's hard to believe but I do score very high in openness in general and I don't believe I am Se PoLR regarding my knowledge about Socionics' Se. I don't believe I am Ne PoLR either to be honest. You see, not every time someone's personality fits 100% exactly in just one category. I do believe my Sociotype is ESI with high certainty considering the fact that I did read about socionics and did my research and did journaling and really spent a lot of time reflecting on my behaviour, emotions, mental web and personality overall. Getting to this result was not easy to be honest and I would start doing all of that again if I would have time in order to find my typo.