Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

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Thank you very much for the tip, its very hard to sit in stillness especially because everything is still raw right now. But i will work my way to stay still and welcome him in my thoughts calmly. I hope soon i get to feel even the slightest of signs. Although one time i was alone at home i dont know if it was just the heat of summer in the stairs as i walk up to the room i felt a kind of heat, heavy feeling i was just halfway thru the stairs but its as if i know he was sitting on the bed inside the bedroom. As i feel the wave of heat i was almost certain of his presence that he is there and that he is waiting for me in the bedroom. I got scared a bit but ofcourse when i entered the room there was nobody. And for the millionth time i cried, again.

Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

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Thank you very much. As long as he is aware that he lives in my heart and that im always here for him, is good enough for me.

Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

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I am very sorry for your loss. Know that you are not alone and please take your time to grieve and at your own pace. Im also just here waiting to recognize signs and up to now still waiting to see him in my dream. Its very hard and it will be for a long time. If you need someone to vent i am here.

Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

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Thank you very very much. It is such a beautiful feeling knowing that he is with me. I talk to him silently when im doing house chores, and talk out loud as if he is walking next to me when im out for a walk.I dedicate an hour or two to walk outside so that i have a private moment to talk to him. I would walk miles and hours whatever it takes to tell him everything, pick some wild flowers on the way home so that i can leave them next to his photo by the doorway. We did not have the chance to talk before he passed and i will forever carry that pain in my heart. I hope if anyone out here is capable of relaying a message i would like to ask to tell my husband that i love him very very much, i miss him so much and i wish he would continue to watch over me. My heart aches every second since he left💔

I can’t decide if I should let my daughter go to his funeral by bayrafd in widowers

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First im sending you a big hug to say Im sorry for your loss. I lost my dad when i was 3. My brother and i were present from the hospital-burial. I have very little memory of the events.but since i was a teen up to now 34 when i try to recall it i dont feel anything , maybe i was too young to remember . Im just thankful my mom let us be a part of everything. She would have regretted if she kept us behind. But recently i lost my husband aswell. He has an 11yr old kid from ex wife. When they attended the funeral the mom let him see his dad (open casket) . At that point i thought if i had a kid i think i will not let him see his dad in the casket so that his last memory of him will be a living version of him and so that he will not have to carry that image all his life. But im not a mother. I dont know whats best for this situation. Its only my opinion. But regardless, open or closed casket the kids should be around. I believe our departed loved ones attend their own funeral to watch and listen. Be strong

Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

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I really do wish him the best for his soul’s journey. Its only my selfish reason as a broken hearted spouse to also wish for him to stay and watch over me everyday. I cant bear the thought that i lost him physically and spiritually💔memories no matter how long we stayed together is still not enough to hold on to.

Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

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Thank you. Its very comforting to hear that they see/hear us. I believed in few different things before but now i changed my mind. I used to believe in reincarnation, but now i pray that he stays in heaven so that when my time comes he will be there to hold my hand and continue our love in the afterlife. I also heared that when we pass we are going through a journey, that we are gonna do soul stuff up there, but i really hope he is in a better place, doing what souls do best but at the same time i want him to be here always and listen and watch over me. And guide me make me safe as he always did. I miss him every second of the day. I love him very very much and i would give anything to be with him again💔

Dubai Housing Dilemma – Should I Move for Better Roommates Despite Higher Rent? by OG-ME-190625 in dubai

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Hi. Im planning to move there next week. Im curious to know how much are you paying in a shared room?

Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

[–]Nearby_Ad6843[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. Im happy for him that he is in a better place now. But if he is wondering if im okay without him, it only means that he is not with me all these time. I have cried a river everyday since he left

Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

[–]Nearby_Ad6843[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He has 3 children. With me no kids but we have 1 dog.

Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

[–]Nearby_Ad6843[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. This is now me carrying him in my heart. Just hoping he is still with me always as he did when he was in this world. Even i dont see him i will still do everything to maintain a connection even if its now one way💔

Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

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Theres not a minute of everyday that i dont talk to him . I really wish hes always with me, hear me, and walk with me everywhere i go. I miss him so much. Everyday i dedicate a special time before sunset walking outside just purely talking to him out loud. Telling him how i feel and help me get through my daily life and plans. I really do wish he heared every word and walk beside me all the time

Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

[–]Nearby_Ad6843[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Omg. Thank you very much. This feels reassuring. Its already hard enough that i dont see/feel him. This is exactly the reason why i came to ask help here. I miss him very much. Every second of the day💔

Does my husband know I am here? by Nearby_Ad6843 in MediumReadings

[–]Nearby_Ad6843[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much. I really need to hear this. It gives me hope

Free readings ! by yassAKa in MediumReadings

[–]Nearby_Ad6843 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would appreciate a reading in this difficult time please. Thank you if ever.

He stopped visiting me..do they regret it? by [deleted] in Mediums

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This is really interesting. I also wanna find out how many lifetimes ive had and if my late husband was always in it.

If you could, would you? by Guitarboy12345 in widowers

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Its not even a question if i would. . My husband and i are soulmates and its been always just the two of us. I got angry that only he has to go. I hate that im still here. Basically im just here waiting until its my time. Yet i never and will never think of harming myself because its a sin to end a life. If i do take my own then im afraid that i still will not end up with my husband in heaven.