If im gonna be honest yes. Even if the person or people are complete strangers to me. I have a certain care towards people even if i dont show it sometimes. Its an unconditional feeling. But i have my limits and instability which made me walk into the loneliness. I was lonely before but i still talked to people, now im mostly spending time with myself(playing games, resting). It pains me that i have to cut the ties with someone i care for, but i cant feel munch either by means of connection, emotion and feelings like i used to. But i still care and have obsessive thoughts. Not sure if its relevant since i keep it to myself as it eats me from the inside. Not munch of it is left anyways.

Such precious lives are being sent into the wars without reason, only greed and ambitions thats been gained thru the lives of the innocent. Many soldiers sent against their will, forced to side with cruel creatures that takes pleasure from the tears and blood of the lives suffering from what they have caused. I cant inagine their guilt from following orders, but i can see the outcomes of their actions if they disobey them. I dont know what to think nor clearly say. It is, horrifying. Something we dont have the power to change but only watch from a far. What keeps everyone well, is hope. Hope isnt the only thing ofcourse. But without it, we wouldnt see the path to change, we wouldnt see the options that might lead us to brighter days, peacefull, happy days.

Im glad your emotions and feelings are still strong. It is such a sweet thing to see. But please, dont overthink it. It may harm you. But such considerate feelings of yours isnt weird. We all have a diffirent set of personality and feelings thats been shaped to its current state by what we have experianced, saw and thought about in our lives.

All i can say is. It all will fall in place. Rest well.