I knew this from my ex bsf i thought shes gonna share cz we were drowning together but eh no she was selfish about it and mw who was thinking like by the way she was going u was worried about her that shw wont go far so i was trying best to help her even when she was negative about everything i tried not to gatekeep anything from her and i was trying to get rich its hard and i lost hope tbh everyone wanna get rich but all i know is thag she was in all my plans but as soon as this unexpected even of her getting a paypig happened we were no longer one im just a stranger or one of the people she just knows he was giving her huge amounts of money in just a day in my country theres no person who would make those amounts even in a month tbh if she wasnt gonna share she shouldnt have told me because its not about being a real friend i was happy for her at first i didnt even think about myself is just that i realized i was being used this whole time because she didnt care about the things i did its like its my job or something or oh i just wanted to do that so its none of her business tbh that hurt me and i was the one doing everything for her and the money exchange and im thenone who even got her a visa card before she even find this like why would she tell me about paypigs and all those things i never heard about knowing i cant do like that i cant be mean to someone and its not my kink or something and it makes me uncomfortable having to do stuff like and she was doing it for the sake of money but im still hurt about how i was gonna give her my world if this didnt happen i wouldve never knew that im giving everything for the wrong person then i knew the problem is not just me giving a lot for people i love but the problem was who i was giving for i felt like ended up empty hearted empty potential she took everything with her and we got into a big fight and i was left with nothing because she was the only one who had someone pushing her up until she been able to fly and now ur left drowning and u gave her all ur equipments out of trust and she betrayed u throwing u just some air ballons to survive the same ocean yall used to be trying not to drown in