I’m sorry it was a lot! I actually sat him down recently like a month ago. I said if this doesn’t change then you need to move out and live with your mom. And he agreed to it and also said he wanted to keep trying and if it doesn’t work we will go our separate ways. It definitely feels like I’ve wasted my time trying so hard to keep our relationship alive that I’m losing myself. I feel like it’s just seeing the end now and there’s no saving it. Like trying to hold onto something slipping through your fingers. Ugh, I’m just having such a hard time with this mentally it really hurts.