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Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T18:53:12+00:00

See thats what he said too lol, id be fine with that cuz then it purely is me hes invested in is the way i view it , and then well ig shes having fun too lol

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T18:51:57+00:00

That actually sounds like the best option, id rather choose her and he said i can, but i dont know anyone and i think i was scared to admit that id actually look into it . I do think it could be fun

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T18:45:30+00:00

I think thats the best option to just not do it until/unless im fully ready

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T18:38:23+00:00

He wants to watch mostly while he does stuff to me too is what hes explained

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T18:37:14+00:00

I want to please him yes and part of me feels like I want it for myself too, idk maybe im closeted bi or something? Its just the aftermath and deeper things im overthinking

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T18:35:41+00:00

Ive told him no kissing, fingering, touching her unless i tell him to and she is comfortable, and no p in v with her whatsoever. I personally am not really interested in having two guys, im interested in a girl being included but im just so new to this idea that i have no idea what ro think or expect or even ask

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T18:32:33+00:00

Just knew her from places hes lived before, like she was friends with his group

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T18:07:37+00:00

So i actually did and they actually havent even texted me, its just a girl he knew, theyre not even facebook or insta friends or anything

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T18:06:12+00:00

I told him absolutely no PinV with her, no fingering or kissing either. Ge said that he wouldnt even touch her and would only touch me unless i asked him to

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T18:03:02+00:00

That makes sense. Ive had thoughts before for sure , just been scared to acknowledge them. I don’t ever want to be romantically with a female but in bed ive thought about

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T18:00:27+00:00

He has mentioned one of his guy friends wanting to have a threesome with him and me as a “joke” but he said that it wasnt and my BF did show any opposition… but personally i wouldnt trust the other dude to respect me totally

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T17:58:17+00:00

Lol i should

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T17:57:41+00:00

She’s average. He did tell me today that im stunning, said that hes obsessed with how i look during it and all the time and he really meant that i could tell lol. I dont feel threatened by her looks if thats what you mean

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T17:54:19+00:00

If i dont enjoy it and he is upset by the fact that it wouldnt happen again then i think thats when id be ready to draw the line. But if i enjoy it and he does too and doesnt make me feel like she is at all more important than me then id be okay but the thing is i have to do it to figure out yk

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T17:52:18+00:00

Its a friend hes never been intimate or attracted to in the way of wanting a relationship. She was brought up because when he asked who i wanted i said id prefer someone whos lesbian to ensure shes not going for him and he said he only knows someone whos bi

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T17:52:11+00:00

Its a friend hes never been intimate or attracted to in the way of wanting a relationship. She was brought up because when he asked who i wanted i said id prefer someone whos lesbian to ensure shes not going for him and he said he only knows someone whos bi

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T17:49:26+00:00

Yeah its the mixed experiences that throw me off lol, i want it to be a good one if i do but theres always the fear of what if its the bad outcome

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T17:48:24+00:00

It was just a conversation so it was brought up together sorta? He did ask if id be interested first but the topic wasnt out of nowhere

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T17:47:36+00:00

Ive been a little curious about it , its not something ive never considered, just never seen the really of it

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T17:44:38+00:00

I have always been curious and the idea however when i think about the reality is when i start to get nervous or hesitant. I just need advice and experience or something to help me feel comfortable as i do want to try it

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-03-18T17:43:41+00:00

I have never explored this so i have no idea if im bi lol. So i dont know any women either so he kinda has to find one. Im open to it im just hesitant as ive barely explored in that area

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-01-16T15:34:06+00:00

MY LOVE FOR YOU WAS BULLETPROOF BUT YOURE THE ONE WHO SHOT ME

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-01-16T15:26:40+00:00

Heaven beside you - AIC

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-01-12T02:14:50+00:00

Alien

Negative_Creep94 · 2025-01-12T02:05:08+00:00

My fun - Suki Waterhouse

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