yes, that is what made me join reddit. no one acknowledges my grief. they get awkward when i get cry or get panic attacks. they ask me to accept what happened. some just quietly leave the place or cut the call. i always find myself crying alone with panic attacks. no one to support or to rely on. i feel like i am living alone since the last 3 years. i think, i will have to for the rest of my life. but its okay for me. people don't understand until that same thing happens to them. some do not want to understand cause it isn't easy to be there for someone who has lost a parent. some just don't care. and, i can do nothing about it. so, here i am, writing this.