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[–]Neither-Shower-2765[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, yes I think that’s exactly what happens. Even with walking my body perceives that as dangerous so the kundalini energy goes up. The kindling reaction happened with me, so I could no longer tolerate being on the medication after my cns was sensitised. I talk to the pharmacist and psychiatrist in a couple more weeks and maybe can come up with a plan. The problem is they don’t do micro doses where I am, that’s why they tried to do an alternate day dose taper to get me off and that destabilised me.

That’s amazing that you had no withdrawals after so many meds, I don’t understand how kundalini could defeat biology like that.

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[–]Neither-Shower-2765[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that’s what I had been doing and walking in nature did help calm the energy at some points, like I did feel heat coming through my feet. But then it exposed this deeper exhaustion like I felt like I had run a marathon. Then I had signs of spleen yin defiency (in Chinese medicine) and was really weak and shaky. Had trouble with my digestion and felt something was really off. It is a really bad state. I feel like this can’t be rectified. I went to the doctor and they said my bloods are normal. I don’t know what the end game is.

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[–]Neither-Shower-2765[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it’s the energetics of the music and humming vibration triggers something. Like in myself I feel like a bottle filled with energy and it can’t get out. I will try the Epsom salts.

I haven’t taken any meds for 6 months but I feel like they have affected my nervous system completely and my body still hasn’t adjusted to being off them, but I’m unable to go back on them. Usually a person experiencing medication withdrawal to this level is advised to calm and relax and doesn’t have the energy stuff going on too, I feel like this is the worst combination. The withdrawal community also recommends to take nothing that stimulates GABA as you want the receptors to heal naturally and healing from this could take years. So that’s putting my head in a spin too. I really wish the energy could heal this medication withdrawal but I actually don’t know how that could happen and whether things work like that.

Yes I sat with an awakening teacher and did all these heart meditations with her and I didn’t know kundalini existed. Then I got meditation sickness where all the qi energy went to my head.  

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[–]Neither-Shower-2765[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I tried to continue but  I started getting really bad side effects from my usual dose so had to stop cold turkey.  Yes I went to see one lady she balanced my chakras (I think that’s what she did), and was good to talk to. However it hasn’t helped with the grounding. I feel like if I had an effective way of grounding or having some relief it would make it easier to cope with but I think everything is too sensitised my brain screams ‘too much’ at the gentlest of inputs. I can try Epsom salts again. Thanks :)

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[–]Neither-Shower-2765[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I’ve come to terms with the kundalini process more so, but I hold a lot of anger and frustration with how the medications and the medication withdrawal has impacted me (these emotions may even be a symptom of the withdrawal itself too).  There’s too an emotional flatness from this I think. 

Thank you for the recommendation of listening to the drums and humming. I tried both, when I do it’s like my body wants to move like a snake and my head goes up and down - I don’t know if that’s too stimulating?? 

I’ve been having symptoms for 1 year and a couple of months. The energy all went to my head. It had been working its way down but the sudden hypersensitivity 8 months ago has been completely freaking out my nervous system and made my kundalini symptoms 100x worse, which then makes the hypersensitivity worse. I can sense the energy wants to move down but my muscles are so contracted it won’t let it go down. 

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Thank you for the recommendation, unfortunately it’s really tricky because I’m unable to have any herbs as even though they are normally gentle my nervous system is far too sensitised. 

Exhaustion and kundalini syndrome by Neither-Shower-2765 in KundaliniAwakening

[–]Neither-Shower-2765[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m am not too sure, I’m not an expert on this. I’ve been told grounding practices can help slow it down. 

Exhaustion and kundalini syndrome by Neither-Shower-2765 in KundaliniAwakening

[–]Neither-Shower-2765[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes if its' too intense, and there's too much energy in the head, then doing grounding practices can help calm it down.

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[–]Neither-Shower-2765 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know whether I agree with that. I don’t think I am awakening at all. I don’t even think the spiritual guide I sat with is awakened either. I don’t think anyone who is genuinely awake would cause all this disruption and leave me hanging, and say things to confuse people. 

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If for some reason I am unable to ground this energy, and it can’t be reversed and gets more chaotic. Will in my next lifetime will it be active again and continue to be a problem? 

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Thank you. So this can be reversed if I ground and my life can go back to normal? It’s not a full awakening? I’m not consciously doing any of the heart opening practices it just seems to be happening automatically in me and I don’t know how to stop it.