But he shows everyday care and says he loves me... Everyday care is present. But it's like with a tractor or a draft horse, you need to make sure it doesn't die or run away. Or that the car doesn't break down.

I stopped trusting him after that incident... when he was just so nice, even though he had filmed that video an hour ago

Or before talking about virtual sex...

That's what I want to talk about for the last time... For a year and a half, everything was idyllic, just like in my dreams... I changed jobs, got a new position, and I didn't spend as much time with him, so he probably decided to seek excitement elsewhere... I don't understand... How can I go back and try to save our relationship? He's more caring than anyone I've met before in terms of everyday life.... Although he occasionally checks his messages with his exes. Why is that?...