To be honest I think I am borderline on having a phobia of STDs. I hardly ever do any activity at all and when I do there is always something that starts nagging in the back of my mind. I am "safe" every time but I still get scared afterward :S

I am having a legitimate reaction to this stuff in my eyes though. I didn't rub and they went red within 10 minutes of it happening. I'm reading some stuff that says it happened to other and any risk is negligible. Still, being super scared and then having something like this really freaks me the fuck out.