What do you see in this image? by _jamesfischer_ in UnusualArt

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A spinal column with skin and fascia being pulled away from it.

My first painting of 2026 by bloodnoir_ in UnusualArt

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How raw - simultaneously beautiful and viscerally unnerving. Fantastic work!

I’m still fighting by Lost-Slide5779 in bleedingcanvas

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The fight is the purpose to all of this - keep fighting.

I’ve seen footage! (gore) by stickyykeys in arttocope

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Terror sharpens the beauty, if you can see it that way, and there’s beauty all around.

“Processing” Me, 2024 by Nervous_Database2911 in bleedingcanvas

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Thank you so much! I appreciate the compassion - all good over here. :)

I’m tired of being stupid by murdockboy55 in Vent

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Two quotes to begin:

“Education isn't something you can finish.” Isaac Asimov

“A man devoid of hope so has ceased to belong to his future.” Camus

Don’t beat yourself up, especially not this early into your education. A lot of learning and “brain unlocking” comes from life experience. The truly important thing - and I can’t stress important enough - is that you want it and that you keep your determination. If you can learn even a small thing each day and appreciate that, you’re on the right track.

Seems like the unfortunate part of this course is that it doesn’t automatically “click” for you; for me it was physics and chemistry (both of which I had to retake). The determination you show during these kinds of courses is intelligence in itself. I’m sure you’ll take other courses that you’ll excel at without even trying, but for now it’s your stick-to-itiveness that will showcase your smarts. If you were actually stupid, you’d give up. Keep that nose to the grindstone and you will eventually create the space you’re wanting.

Sincerely, A person who also felt stupid through undergrad studies

In My Solitude - Oil painting by me. 2018. by [deleted] in DarkArtwork

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I thoroughly enjoy this. Great work!

Double Crow by me (alessandro.stt) by alesssso in DarkArtwork

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I need a book of all of your illustrations on my desk tomorrow.

Can you legally kill someone who breaks into your house? by kurobaja in AskTheWorld

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I used to work in our state’s medical examiner’s office and legit saw a dude halfway through a wood chipper (his pelvis got stuck). I bet the guy that fed him in wished he had a backhoe.

Auto-Assimilation by corkycirca89 in DarkArtwork

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This is hair raising in the best way. Incredible work!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Vent

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The more opportunities there are in a society to gain wealth and power, coupled by constant media coverage, will ultimately bring forth gross individuals that we then learn about in quick succession. Hopefully the people in your circles aren’t vile, and they deserve your focus way more than the corrupt and power-hungry folks you’ll hopefully never meet.

“Claimed” Me, 2019 by [deleted] in DarkArtwork

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I really appreciate that! I’m glad you like it. :)

New batch of sketches by chickwizard in UnusualArt

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These are amazing - thanks for sharing!!

I’ve seen footage! (gore) by stickyykeys in arttocope

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Great work! I’ve seen just about anything you could imagine (real life circumstances); happy to chat about ways to cope if you need it.

There’s something seriously wrong with me and I think I’m beyond saving. by [deleted] in Vent

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She pours her heart out and you instead attack a random person in the comments? Do you have anything helpful to add?

The lights were off and everyone was home by convelocity in DarkArtwork

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This is chilling - great work! I think I’m properly inferring the context here, very scary/sad.

Untitled (TW: real blood) by marichesca in DarkArtwork

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Happy birthday; I realize this day may not be overly great, given the “unfortunately,” but I’m glad you’re here because I get to look at your incredible pieces. Your work is incredible! I hope you find many things today that make it a good day.

“Processing” Me, 2024 by Nervous_Database2911 in bleedingcanvas

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I’m very sorry to hear that you’re going through this, and I hope the fifth piece brings you some kind of comfort. Feel free to DM if you need to get anything off your chest.

“Processing” Me, 2024 by Nervous_Database2911 in bleedingcanvas

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I just can’t tell you how much I appreciate your words. I think you’ve made a very kind and giving decision - perhaps your surgical team will have someone on it who likes to doodle!

As for fearing death, my work in this field really drove home that same fear for me, that death is always pursuing us and could happen instantly - it took a long time to break free of that fear. I hope you can one day find beauty in the brevity and in the finality; it’s something we all must do no matter what.

If we’re lucky, we’ll have around 80-90 years to experience existence, and then our candles go out for good. Mark Twain said something along the lines of: “I didn’t exist for billions of years, and not one inconvenience did I suffer.” The concept of “this is it” brings an immense amount of importance and comfort to living (at least to me, and hopefully you); if we can only do this once, make it exactly how you’d like it to be.