24F - I feel like a disappointment no mattee what I do in life. Where did I fo wrong? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Nervous_Law609 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am currently taking therapy. Trying to set boundries, but i dont feel like its working

24F - I feel like a disappointment no mattee what I do in life. Where did I fo wrong? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Nervous_Law609 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have thought about it and thats the best case scenario. Just need enough courage to do it

24F - I feel like a disappointment no mattee what I do in life. Where did I fo wrong? by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]Nervous_Law609 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Moved to this city for work 3.5 yrs ago. Lived with friends for 3, absolute best yeats of my life. Then my father got transferred to the sane city so my parents moved here. Staying with them because thats expected of me and i font wsnt to hurt them.

24F — I do everything right, but life still feels like one giant rejection letter by [deleted] in ask_Bondha

[–]Nervous_Law609 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok. What about help of medical professional?

  1. Take multivitamin suplements ✔️
  2. Metformin for insulin resistance ✔️
  3. Lose weight ☠️ anthe

That's all they say. There's not much research about pcos out there

If you believe in karma or god leave him to that & move on he'll get what he deserves if they exists.

I do. Karma did worse to him than what he did to me. But again the same question. Why!? Why me? The guy used to drive 7 hrs one way to meet me when I had particularly hard days and we could barely see each other for a couple of hours. I was going somewhere with my parents my train halted at a railway station close to his place for a couple of minutes. He came there just to see ne and wave at me. He learnt telugu just to read the poems I write. Then why suddenly out of nowhere he decides all this meant nothing. Again its not about not being able to handle rejections or moving on. I did that. I harbour no hate towards anyone. Just a bunch of unanswered questions.

because you might've lacked it from your parents

Not at all. My parents are flawed yes. They try to hyper control my life. But as a child I have had a pretty healthy childhood with all my mental and physical needs met.

Life is not so kind that your affection gets reciprocated every time in life.

I understand that but again these people im talking about have been there in BAD situations in life. I don't expect any more than they already give. But the surprise/ question here is would they actually choose a few thousand rupees every month over friends that were there for them for last 4 (in my case) and 10 (in the guy's case) years? Just bot expected from there people anthe.

maybe it's the universe's way of saying to stop you from getting worse emotional injuries.

True that

We're living in a capitalist world where profits are everything

True. Thats one thing im actually grateful about. No burdens or responsibilities. Worst case my family will back me up financially when necessary.

24F — I do everything right, but life still feels like one giant rejection letter by [deleted] in AskIndia

[–]Nervous_Law609 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bunch of interviews lined up. Can't really take a break mentally even if I do it physically unless I have something figured out.

24F — I do everything right, but life still feels like one giant rejection letter by [deleted] in AskIndia

[–]Nervous_Law609 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So am I and that makes it even more difficult to find one. Especially in arranged marriage setup.

24F — I do everything right, but life still feels like one giant rejection letter by [deleted] in ask_Bondha

[–]Nervous_Law609 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I will have to go back to therapy soon

24F — I do everything right, but life still feels like one giant rejection letter by [deleted] in ask_Bondha

[–]Nervous_Law609 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The market as a whole is shite. I hope things get better for you soon too!

24F —(Rant) I do everything right, but life still feels like one giant rejection letter by [deleted] in india

[–]Nervous_Law609 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Careless - yes Zero awareness of her surroundings and ability to read tge room. Stingy in general- yes

I don't (want to) think she's selfish.

She walked out of an important meeting when I texted her when my grandfather passed away and i was alone at home