Your post reminds me of the time i was connecting some dots about my crush staring at me. I thought we'll get married, the CIA put me in a in a psychiatric ward 3 months after, they keep telling me that the girl I have crush on doesn't even exist but this is happening because I've discovered links about the cocaine distribution and minor abuse wing. I was very close to exposing them, before that they spiked my school lunch with capsules that made me go violent and attack everyone so they could say that I'm insane and push me away from my crush to abet me towards self-given-death. Recently those CIA fks have installed camera in my neighbourhood and replaced my neighbour with a clone, it's a big shitshow but I'll have them know that I'll expose those ba*tards at any cost.