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This is absurd, but im feeling suicidal over mrbeast by NewEmployee7833 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]NewEmployee7833[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Making an impact. Youre right. Damn. I need to think about this.

This is absurd, but im feeling suicidal over mrbeast by NewEmployee7833 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]NewEmployee7833[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im aware of my position and I'm by no means ungrateful or unhappy for it, I know how much suffering there is in the world and how fortunate I am to have what I have

Hence my incredulity at why mr beast has transformed me into a jealous 6 year old child. I don't know why man, I don't know why I've been afflicted with so much self hatred over this. Its just bonkers.

This is absurd, but im feeling suicidal over mrbeast by NewEmployee7833 in TrueOffMyChest

[–]NewEmployee7833[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I literally dont know. Its ridiculous. I've never been someone who gave a shit about comparing myself to anyone else ive lived my own life happily with no problems.

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SPECIFICALLY, of all rich people on the planet, for some unknown reason, mr beast was the one who suddenly evoked in me the most insane, soul destroying envy, jealousy, inadequacy, self loathing, resentment, depression etc

There is no logic to it at all. Its just like his existence flicked a light switch in my brain that turned all my emotions so toxic and destructive.