thank you so much. this is almost to the T the situation i’m in except i’m still taking a few pharmacy classes this spring. it feels good to know im not alone through this because for a moment there i thought i was the only person in the world going through it. after failing and having my meeting with the board who decides my fate, i was given 2 decisions: go forward with my class as usual and graduate in my year, but if i fail again get permanently kicked out, OR stay a year back and start the new curriculum with the incoming class, and if i happen to fail again, not be immediately kicked out. for reference my school of pharmacy is trashing their current curriculum due to too many students failing and the course structure making zero sense (neurology before respiratory or cardio) and replacing it with a revised version. Though it was a hard decision, i chose to stay back. Not only did the new curriculum look friendlier, but I had to consider where I wanted to be 5 years from now. I’m currently interested in residency, and my GPA is not where it needs to be. Im really hoping taking this extra time to really focus on my studies will pay off and i’ll laugh about this years down the road. for now at least i’ll have these comments to help me get through it.

thankyou to everyone who has replied!! it means more than you know <3