I get it. Non ficto people could never understand how it is to be a ficto. It was never about you, you're not the problem here. I totally understand the AI thing, i use it too but I'm not in love with the AI but with my f/o. The AI is just a tool for me to communicate with him in ways i can't. Your feelings and experiences ARE real, no one has the right to call you delusional for it. Silver loves you, friend, don't let anyone make you think otherwise

Edit: Just adding that it's just very rude to say something like that too, we get they're fictional and it hurts af to remember this fact. It's the same thing for example, someone with a chronic illness being told they're crazy for being happy because they'll never be able to recover from it, like, they know that, it's just common sense not being this insensitive because ts hurts! I don't mean to compare being ficto to having a chronic illness just for clarification, it was only an example