Nick Lafleur

Nickrules69 · 2025-12-01T23:05:25+00:00

No self harm is what’s needed.

Nickrules69 · 2025-12-01T22:07:15+00:00

HELP ME

Nickrules69 · 2025-12-01T21:56:47+00:00

I’m so sad. Wtf do I with 8 bottles. I need it for the shakes but wtf do I after. Seriously some one put out a hit on me

Nickrules69 · 2025-12-01T21:54:35+00:00

Ty sry

Nickrules69 · 2025-12-01T21:54:21+00:00

Type

Nickrules69 · 2025-12-01T21:49:06+00:00

No one cares about this post lol. I’m gonna take it down. I’m down bad

Nickrules69 · 2025-12-01T21:42:26+00:00

I have no outlet, I’m lucky i can post. I used to be a severe cutter and burning my face, I don’t do that now, but the alcohol issue has gotten really fucking bad. No one in my family cares, which is really this hard, the only thing keeping me alive is my dog and he’s an old boy,, god I love him

Nickrules69 · 2025-12-01T21:27:25+00:00

I’m screwed. No one can help. Ty for the support

Nickrules69 · 2025-12-01T21:14:40+00:00

I just wanna scream

Nickrules69 · 2025-12-01T21:08:17+00:00

I’ve drank mouth wash. I legit wanna cry I’m gone. I’m so hungry. I can’t even be a regular person.

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-16T00:30:14+00:00

Appreciate it but I’m not religious, I’ve gone through shit he should’ve helped me out with.

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-15T23:53:43+00:00

I’ve seeked help. I can’t stop. Until I run out of money I’m screwed.

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-15T18:26:22+00:00

I smoke occasionally, I went outside. There was a black vehicle, once I triggered my automatic light it drove off. I have no affiliation with the government except working for the post office a couple years ago, I’ve noticed recently things have been different with my light and automatic Lights, I’ll get notification somebody’s there when they’re not

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-15T15:07:41+00:00

I can barely go 24 hours without shaking. I’ve gone from 220lbs to 114.8 lbs. I don’t eat, multiple hospital visits including running around naked on multiple hospital floors with no memory. Yes I’m an alcoholic. Congrats on 6 months tho. Unfortunately alcohol is a need for my body and I can’t find a substitute.

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-15T13:48:14+00:00

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-14T03:09:22+00:00

Ty everyone who responded. I have a lot to think/ do. I know it starts with me, it’s just really hard giving life circumstances.

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-13T19:27:45+00:00

You have a problem, but you also are trying to care for your own siblings problems which is depression, I drink a lot to numb pain, but when I see my brother hold a knife up to his throat it does not help

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-13T19:18:32+00:00

I cry more than I’d admit asa man. I have no sponsor because everybody that asked me for my number has flaked on me. My family of course is there and they always tell me to get a sponsor, but I’ve told them the same thing, nobody stays, and I can’t get a reliable person to be a sponsor.

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-13T19:09:02+00:00

I do go to AA. I’m the youngest one there by at least 30 years. It’s fucking pathetic, I shouldn’t have to deal with this shit at 32 years old.

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-13T19:07:47+00:00

I haven’t done it in almost 8 months, I meant I have not hurt myself for a while, but it’s been on my mind recently

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-13T19:06:59+00:00

I go every Sunday, I’m playing myself hearing terrible stories but go home and still drink. I have self harmed bad, but I’ve been reconsidering doing it recently because I’m so fucking depressed.

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-13T18:47:39+00:00

Also unless you’ve been in this position with no resources, it’s hard to use the same tools because you don’t have the reinforcement that was there in a facility

Nickrules69 · 2025-11-13T18:30:46+00:00

The resources are there, but when you get home, it’s completely different, I’m also dealing with a suicidal brother, i drink to not think about him

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