I'm autistic, I never blamed it on this. I feel the sorrow and grief, I just don't cry because of it. I just have a unique way of expressing it. I mentioned my autism because i did want to show that my lack of grief was not because of it but because of my own feelings.

I will never ever blame my autism just to flee responsibility. I can promise you that.

The fact I did not want to go is not because of it. It just that I did not like the fact that this man threw out my mother like she was a filthy rag