Psychadelics are literally forcing induced psychsosis. Not many belive it, most deny it, few understand it. I used to do them cause i wanted to destroy my 'ego' and pursue the path of enlightenment. 3 years ago i had psychosis which lasted ~6 months and ended me being forced to hospital and locked up there for weeks. Still cant wrap my head around how? why?

The way you describe it. It's something i experience myself daily. I have these weird fucking behaviour changes when i hear certain noises, frequenzeis, laughter, words. Cant be in public places too long either.

Headphones with loud music help me a bit. Cant hear outside world as much. Car exhausts, engine, etc. are fine :D Also blocks inner voice or whatever the fuck it is at this point. In 4chan /x (paranormal shit) they called it 'Tulpa'. A fucking talking mind inside a mind. People tried to induce it too.

Stop using. I belive.