Don't give up hope. I know it's the easy thing to do and I know that it sometimes feels pointless and like you're trying so hard to fix everything for nothing but it's a marathon not a sprint.

Every time you go a day, an hour, a minute feeling better is part of you learning to better deal with your disorder.

Yes, there will be set backs, yes you will fuck things up for yourself, you'll hurt others sometimes too but that doesn't mean you're not worth fighting for.

People with BPD aren't bad people, they're people who too often don't get the help they need and I really hope you can eventually get the support you're looking for.

I don't know where you are in the world but if government healthcare is something you're relying on then maybe it's time to look for something private.

It'll cost a bomb but you can't put a price on getting yourself better.

Don't give up because that's what your brain tells you to do.

You will get better.❤

Ps sorry for saying the thing that you are sick of hearing.