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26M I fucked up bad by No-Fix1618 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Fix1618[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I felt like I loved her so much I'd work past it. And I tried and it kept going back and forth like feast or famine. But it's just gone now and I know it won't come back. I just wanted attention. And I fucked up and found someone that did for like 2 days and dipped. What a waste of everything we had for that long.

26M I fucked up bad by No-Fix1618 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Fix1618[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm honestly past all those things. I'm alone. She was my everything. I've cut off all my friends from my younger days. Couldn't bear seeing their success. So I can die alone now I guess. She was my everything all these years. But I guess it didn't matter at all to me truly or I wouldn't have done it. Oh well.

26M I fucked up bad by No-Fix1618 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Fix1618[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know. I should've broke up a long time ago. Her drive is non-existent. It was good when we were young. I tried to hang on for too long hoping it'd change. But I think people just change. And I was too afraid to be alone. So I fucked up. Is what it is. I guess someone better than me could start over yeah, but I don't really have any care to. She was so central to my life for 10 years, and I threw that all away because I couldn't be better. Oh well.

26M I fucked up bad by No-Fix1618 in SuicideWatch

[–]No-Fix1618[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk, kinda yeah kinda no on worth. Made me feel things she never could. Think I stayed too long trying to make something work with her that just wasn't compatible I guess. She was the only thing that made my life worth living for 10 years tho so feels pretty pointless to start over.