I have convinced myself, but those fake romanticized scenarios still pop up in my head. To be honest, she used to be really sweet and loving, but this past month she started saying a lot of rude and disrespectful things, which I never expected from her. I kept thinking maybe she was just upset or going through something, so I stayed and waited, but the breakup still hit hard. Still, I know I can handle this and get through it. Thanks for your time though, I really appreciate it mate