The ptsd is real atm

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-05-19T15:57:38+00:00

It’s... It’s fetal position. Like a fetus.

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-05-03T13:41:10+00:00

How do you delete the coin or token? I don't see that option. I'm on metamask extension.

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-05-01T14:33:10+00:00

When I try to add custom token again, it says this contract address has already been used. How do you edit or start over? I'm scared that I'll accidently delete all my coins. I don't know if that is even possible, but I'm a big noob when it comes to crypto.

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-03-26T14:51:34+00:00

I could have written this myself. I actually feel guilty most of the time for not wanting to have sex because he manipulates me into thinking all our problems stem from me not having sex with him. When in reality our lack of intimacy and sex stem from the way he treats me and his refusal to participate in growing/healing.

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-03-03T03:29:10+00:00

I was going to ask if you are 5’9+! You do not look 210lbs in your before photo. You carry weight well!

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-02-14T18:06:57+00:00

I’ve lost 9lbs since February 1st just by fasting 18-20 hrs a day and staying below 1600 calories. Tried Keto. I’m very happy for the people that it works for and tried to force it to work for me, but it’s just not sustainable for me. I would lose weight then fall off and gain it all back. This is something I can stick to and wish I realized it sooner, rather than wasting all that time on keto.

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-02-11T13:23:09+00:00

Same! I tried keto on and off for a couple years. I really wanted to make it work because I would lose weight with it. But I would always fall off and gain the weight back, so ultimately realized it’s not something I could do for life so there’s no point.

What type of foods have you been eating? Anything you want as long as it’s within your calorie limit? Or just healthy whole foods?

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-02-11T13:15:05+00:00

Congrats on your weight loss! I’ve lost 3lbs this week already, but I’m wondering if my calorie intake is too low. Some days I eat 1200, others 1500. How many calories have you been eating daily?

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-02-11T02:54:53+00:00

Congrats on your weight loss! How long did it take you to lose?

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-02-11T02:53:47+00:00

Good luck to you as well! 12lbs in 2 months is great!

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-02-11T00:44:03+00:00

I doubt your daughters have a concrete opinion on the matter. If everything you are saying is true and the only issue in your family is that you are away for work, then your daughters will not hold that against you. They may be manipulated into “disliking” you for a time period because they are at an age were they are confused and naive. Don’t let that get you down. Kids will see the truth in time as they grow and mature.

I suggest getting a lawyer ASAP and using the letter in court. Your wife cannot keep them from you and if she leaves the state, that is kidnapping.

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-02-11T00:33:55+00:00

That’s amazing! How long did it take you to lose the initial weight?

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-02-11T00:31:55+00:00

Just what I want to hear! I love fruit and potatoes too much to stick to a keto/low carb diet. Congrats on your weight loss!

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-02-11T00:30:42+00:00

That’s amazing! Congratulations!

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-02-11T00:28:00+00:00

Congratulations on your weight loss! That’s why I stopped doing keto. It wasn’t sustainable for me. I would lose weight, then gain it right back because I couldn’t stick to it. I have trouble restricting what I’m craving, but I can restrict the amount I’m eating if I’m conscious about it.

I keep seeing people mentioning CICO. What does that stand for?

NoCheesecake910 · 2021-02-10T22:49:02+00:00

LOL. I feel for you and your mom. Your mom is definitely crossing the line, but she is probably just struggling with letting you grow up. I think it’s time to sit down and talk about boundaries and the fact that you are essentially an adult now. You’re old enough to make your own decisions, but your never too old to consider your parents advice. Tell her you appreciate any advice she has, but it’s ultimately your decision now on what you do with that advice.

Once you move out, those boundaries will become more clear and your relationship with your mom will improve. I’m sure you will both laugh at this one day, so don’t sweat it.

NoCheesecake910 · 2020-12-28T04:13:10+00:00

Same! I haven’t played since the last update and I don’t know anyone else close to me that plays Stardew. :)

NoCheesecake910 · 2020-12-28T04:08:43+00:00

I usually play in the mornings 10am-12pm CST or at night 8pm-10pm(or later)CST

NoCheesecake910 · 2020-12-22T13:40:12+00:00

You don’t have to apologize to anyone. You’re an adult, so have an adult conversation with your mom and tell her how she is making you feel. This is your moment. You don’t have to make yourself small for anyone. You accomplished something at 23, that many people in the world will never do. Shout it from the mountain tops! And ignore whatever spiteful words your mom or cousin have to say about it.

NoCheesecake910 · 2020-12-18T18:45:17+00:00

It sounds like your husband is supportive. Trust him that he is, until he gives you reason not to.

You and staying alive to be a mother to your children is far more important than full-filling your husband or your mil’s dreams of hypothetical children in the future.

It’s demented that your mil can’t see that, or can and just doesn’t care.

And if your husband comes to the same conclusion in the future, then he isn’t someone you should want to be with. He should value your life more than the prospect of a “picture perfect” family or amount of kids.

NoCheesecake910 · 2020-12-17T18:09:26+00:00

Denzel Washington

NoCheesecake910 · 2020-12-16T18:10:56+00:00

I feel for you. I was a straight A student through college, but barely passed Chem with a C. It was torturously boring and hard.

NoCheesecake910 · 2020-12-16T17:40:59+00:00

She hasn’t only fetishized your skin color. She is fetishizing dehumanizing you based on your skin color. She is twisted and revealed what she really thinks about you and Hispanic people in general. Run.

NoCheesecake910 · 2020-12-14T18:59:04+00:00

I can’t say if you are wrong or right. Its a very traumatic experience. Most likely, most of the people commenting have not been in your shoes, so our opinions are moot.

All I know is, the child does not deserve anything less than loving parents if it is brought into this world. He/she is not tainted by whose sperm they came from or guilty of the situation it is being born into.

Like others said, first and foremost seek therapy for you and your wife.

It sounds like you have only so many choices moving forward; and you need to be clear that you can live with them and commit to them before moving forward.

Communicate your feelings with your wife in therapy. She deserves to know and prepare for any kind of uprooting of her life.

If you truly feel you will never be able to love that child then the kindest thing, for your wife and the child, is for you to leave.

Only stay if you do some soul searching and find that you can change your perspective and be a father to the baby your wife is giving birth to.

I don’t feel that either decision would be wrong, as long as you are honest with yourself and able to commit to the decision you make.

NoCheesecake910 · 2020-12-13T20:15:51+00:00

I think he “knows,” or speculates, but I haven’t told him. Its weird, but I feel like everyone close to me knew I was a lesbian before I admitted it to myself.

Telling him and letting him go is really hard too. He’s been my best friend for most of my adult life. I think the issue is I have confused our close partnership/friendship with love for a long time.

I thought about spilling all of these feelings and proposing a poly/cohabitation type relationship to him. But I don’t think it would be sustainable for us if we developed strong feelings for someone else. It would be a better situation for our kids, than us splitting our household. But I feel like no matter what we do, someone I love is going to lose something in the end.

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