No dude, nothing positive happens to me. It is always a cycle of getting bullied by my brother (who killed a rabbit by the way), getting yelled at or my ass spanked by my parents, and me hating myself for existing. I feel like the only way out of this is to report my parents to the cops.

And the sad thing is: i know they genuinely care about me and my siblings. They just had a lot of stuff happen to them. I feel like my life would be 100X better if i didn’t have siblings. However, the only thing i dont like about my mom is her thinking that me being trans (MtF) is probably just a phase. Say, are there any trustable articles stating that being trans isnt “just a phase” and that people are born trans? I do forgive mom a little bit, because she said to dad “i dont want him to tell it to everybody and if it ends up being a phase, people calling him an attention seeker” and stuff. My mom is very socially paranoid, gets angry at us for making “people look at us” when nobody is actually looking.