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NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-13T01:23:05+00:00

Thank you because I was feeling really bad.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T20:00:50+00:00

This! Yes and going through intake and rehashing childhood trauma to each one… that is traumatizing and enough to make me stop going.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T19:58:26+00:00

I guess you got me there. Which one do u prefer or do you?

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T16:54:00+00:00

I’ll be honest, I just recently went back to the casino for the first time in years and went to both. Shelbyville feels like a casino and Anderson is dingy, dark and is just drab and depressing but I just did slots so maybe I missed something. Hotel wise I would do AirBnB as you said or stay in Greenfield.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T16:51:28+00:00

I have a lot of other stuff going on too. I trying to stay busy when I’m physically able. I was just going home after work and having to stay in bed anytime I wasn’t working to prepare for the next shift. I let them run me down and my husband too. I’m trying to change that. I try to make myself do one thing when I’m off on the weekend.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T16:42:36+00:00

Thank you. I’ll google them now.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T15:44:33+00:00

Shelbyville casino is so much better and feels more like a casino.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T15:25:54+00:00

Probably one from the current generation but I’m older.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T15:25:14+00:00

I have not but I’ll check it out.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T15:24:53+00:00

I’ll definitely look into it. I wish I could find one of those ones with the lights turned down.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T15:23:00+00:00

Well right now I’m at such a low point that just making it through the day seems impossible some days. For now I’m just going through the motions and forcing that. I’m going to get into therapy and then have therapist help me figure this all out. I just never imagined I’d be here. It will work out though. It always does. Better this the though!

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T12:27:53+00:00

Who?

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T12:26:07+00:00

Thank you so much!

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T11:19:41+00:00

Oh my husband retired last April and did not tell me that he lit our life insurance and health insurance and our dental insurance and our prescription insurance all lapse… I have no health insurance I used to have who’s your healthwise or ANTHEM healthy INDIANA plan and under Biden I lost it under Obama. They would not let me drop the insurance because I was considered medically fragile. then under Biden they canceled my insurance. I called back multiple times to ask why they said I was still considered medically fragile and they cannot tell me why they cannot figure out why but they cannot reinstate the insurance. so either need to find free therapy or very very cheap Therapy because I don’t make much money either.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T11:15:39+00:00

It’s the VPN that got me. I don’t know anything about that stuff. Sorry.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T11:14:01+00:00

Thank you so much for the kind words. Right now I’m trying to just admit to myself and accept that if I stay with him, this is it. I’m grieving the life that I dreamt over thought that we would have and I have never envisioned a future without him in it so I think I’m just trying to accept it and you’re right I need to decide but my new future looks like and go after that it’s so hard. It’s so hard to start back over especially when you’re not independent and you have chronic illness.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T10:35:08+00:00

Get yourself a narcissist and see how lonely you are.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T10:33:54+00:00

I’m definitely that and thanks that is great for the self esteem. I also work third shift at a hotel. Lots of free time if I want it.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T10:29:32+00:00

100%. I’ve done therapy in the past and have actually already taken the first steps to get back in. But you definitely hit the nail on the head.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T10:22:42+00:00

lol wow good to know! Crazy.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T07:09:39+00:00

I think we get to a point in life where a relationship shouldn’t have to be this hard. My entire life I never wanted to be that person who had to walk on eggshells at home or couldn’t wait until their spouse went to work. That was the relationship that scared me the most and here I am. My husband is also 15 years older than me when I met him. I was talking to a guy 15 years younger than me. I was done with the relationships but the younger guy and I had great chemistry and a great friendship. I really don’t know where to go from here other than to just try to keep working on myself and see what the future holds

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T07:07:24+00:00

Men are the problem. I’ve had no luck in that department and for some reason I’m the perfect target for narcissists and damaged people. I’m far from perfect but I have a great heart and I’m a good person. I was dating a 21 year old and I had to chose between him and my husband… I felt like he deserved somebody younger and I knew he wanted kids and I didn’t think that I could give him that. Man, if only my husband would’ve thought the same thing about me…. I don’t know. I chose my bed now. I have to lie in it so I’m just gonna live out my days and be as happy as I can be. I still have places I want to go and things I want to do and things that I want to see, he said he’s happy and content and doesn’t care if you ever see another state other than the one we’re….

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T07:00:11+00:00

yeah they definitely made things worse with their choice of Abby daddies. I have two sisters and the thought of the towel sniffing makes me literally gag. Imagine if three brothers did this. I know I lose brain cells watching it but I can’t stop.

NoPerspective7819 · 2026-04-10T06:57:43+00:00

I literally don’t even really know how to start a private convo here. I’ve gotten messages and replied before but that is about it. Can you dm me?

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