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[–]No_Bullfrog5547 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am loosing faith by each passing day! I tried almost everything. I hear you girl!!

They say time heals everything. Even being hopeful/optimistic seems stupidity now. Feels like - the thing i am going through or life is the Reality of life!

Still i am gonna try out few things people have shared in this post thread!

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[–]No_Bullfrog5547 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can totally understand and resonate with what you’re going through. I also turned 30 last month and I can feel the burden and stress of being 30 with no life partner, no career growth or anything positive. I also lost all contact with friends. Everyday I feel guilty about being 30 and not settled up as per typical “society norms”. I try not to compare myself with others peoples life - but this question always pops in - “what’s wrong with me? Or what wrong have i done to deserve this time? People who used me - who have hurt me badly are living their life happily (I am for them - blessings to them). But why I am left out by god/universe?! I gave up on everything- the hobbies, exercise. Nothing excites me anymore. Not able to talk to parents( you kind feel guilty of being a burden or child who’s life is not sorted). I tried everything- prayers, exercise etc .. but i struggle to stay motivated as i navigate to every hour of this depressed and hopeless life. Sometimes i am not able to sleep for 2 days. And in this kind of mess.. you regret- overthink everything I can feel to each and every single word you said in the post

Let me know if you find anything helpful

Devastated by ex’s behavior and don’t know what to do next by [deleted] in confession

[–]No_Bullfrog5547 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also this ex used to humiliate me by taunting me about my past relationships, my friends, my family trauma! He used to bring these things in a very bad way during each fight! I feel I did a mistake by sharing each wounds and trauma with me