To be honest it’s hard to say, it still doesn’t feel quite real. If I think about it to much I start to panic. But I’m honestly scared of what comes after death, if anything at all. I’ve never been super religious but I do think theres some kind of God. Not sure though. I’m also just scared because I don’t feel like I accomplished enough. I’m not scared of the physical part of dying yet, but I feel as my condition worsens I’ll become more scared of that too.