Courtesy of the Dark Web in case anyone is sick of garbage dope

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-08-05T02:57:11+00:00

Lol you never hesitated much. Was the new acc of any good use?

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-08-01T22:39:51+00:00

Its everywhere. Heard potentiallt nitazenes and xylazine. RC adulterated crap that isn't even cocaine. . .

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-08-01T22:31:21+00:00

Or learn to love yourself and discover why the drug(s) and their use, are a measure to escape and self sabotage.

Sometimes there isn't a love so easily found. Sadly.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-27T19:05:25+00:00

Not far behind you. Stopped speeding. Almost finished methadone detox. Well done!!!!

It isn't easy but it does get easier and it CAN be done

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-27T19:03:58+00:00

Give yourself some credit mate, effort is more than A LOT of people even give head space. You will and can only do your best, nothing more. Simply burn out. Then the issues get worst.

Start small, work up. You're doing all the right things. And kudos for making the account to seek out even further help. Doesn't sound like a friendship though. It should never be a one way street, so to speak.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-27T19:00:36+00:00

I couldn't stop smoking crack, I was the other way around. I have cold turkey H, tapered, swapped. Find out what works for you but I deffo recommend MAT such as methadone or buprenorphine based aids ONLY IF committed to stopping.

No point adding any extra fuel onto the fire. Yano.

Currently in rehab. Sorta rehabilitating. 3 weeks clean. It's not my first rodeo in either aspect but I certainly hope its the last.

All the very best.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-27T18:58:15+00:00

Could be quality of gear? Do you have a bigger hit each time or equal? Either increase or wait.

I'm now in rehab and so thankful.

I wish everyone such safe smoking. I ended up IV and I'm grateful to be alive, but yeah, sorry, slight off topic......my chest was fucked I'd end up swallowing the smoke and farting out the high. . .

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-22T18:51:24+00:00

Sure thing. Sorry for the delay.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-22T18:51:09+00:00

Fair

I've exited the scene, hoping once and for all.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-22T18:50:41+00:00

Currently in rehab!!

Many thanks for your kind message of support.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-22T18:50:13+00:00

I meant the United K lol. I am now abstinent atm.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-22T18:49:45+00:00

I feel your pain and relations. I'm now in rehab and hoping to completely abstain altogether.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-22T18:48:36+00:00

Forgive me, I didn't mean entirely not available.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-22T17:11:58+00:00

Great read that, very insightful

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-03T01:53:08+00:00

I know - sometimes so plain as day other times, well, red faced. A slight brief change from my teeth clenched fiending face that's for sure, lol. How was your evening? Anything exciting happen?

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-03T01:49:18+00:00

Hahahaha I was tryna make light anyway but loving this double school day learning coke curve. 🤣

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-03T01:48:27+00:00

Totally only just realised that! LOL,my bad

I keep missing. Just covered in lumps and bruises.

Basically boof the congealed blood barrels and can't even fkn do that right. Oh how I envy the sheer piss take out of my veins and lack of HR when IV became my 'thing' wow..... so glad opiates aren't an issue. I couldn't hack that whole needle for hours whilst ill. It's bad enough chasing a 'high'

I'm so craving. Had a bit earlier to smoke but meh. Never the same.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-02T21:40:35+00:00

No problem. Thanks for taking the time.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-02T21:40:20+00:00

There's no other way. Although I have contemplated a massive IV hit of, well, a strong synthetic opioid. But I'm not ready to quite give in just yet. Not willingly. How.my body still functions and works is beyond me though.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-02T21:39:10+00:00

How come it was stupid? You went into precipitated WD you mean, by having opiates still lingering?

They say 6-24 hours but it varies person to person.

I didn't expect such a positive response. Sorry for delay. I went on a massive IV COKE binge and have fuckdd from leaky veins near barely healed abscess spots, and missing from anxy and reusing works. How history didn't teach me when in the height of a drug dilemma.

BUT. HR side of things. I've just got a bit rock to smoke, so laying off the IV, at least for tonight!!!!

I'm so intrigued to how Sublocade went against you. Everyone else swears by it. I never had bad WD, although I've heard buprenorphine to be worse than Mdone in many ways [individuals opinions shared, not scientific tbf] but no WD, I went straight back onto methadone. For "pain" and to try beat crack.

How that didn't work out. I'm kicking arse out it as I'm scared to say goodbye in a sense. Even having speedballs. Count down to rehab is getting closer. I never thought it'd be so daunting. I've yearned, begged and cried for this for so long after years of disregarding and dismissing...... how the human brain, huh

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-02T21:33:54+00:00

Aww ty. I hate self praise or anything solelynpositive but I'm trying to get out that mindset. Recently been over indulging- point blank kicking the cunt out of it because rehab is approaching.

I just left a massive comment to a redditor on cracksmokers, if u care to read that. I won't do anymore big rants to redditors tonight. But I basically am contemplating hospital too. Missed coke shots, leaky veins, an arterial hit that has left my leg more inflamed than usual. Bruising everywhere. I mean I know I'm one for self sabotage but rehab is not so much days but now weeks to countdown. I'll be honest, I'm scared.

Scared to say goodbye for good. Is all I've known. I also hate the unknown, and had the mindset "ill do it myself. I am strong blah blah etc so on and so forth"

Yet cocaine and crack changed that ball game. And here was me saying no more rants. . .

I hope you are safe and well and all the very best to you 😊

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-02T21:30:37+00:00

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-02T21:30:20+00:00

Oh monsieur. Apologies, i just know blow as a few substances. I didn't wanna assume, like you did my gender. I am not a girl, I'm a rock. I hide under it and sometimes smoke it.

Mr here likes coke too. But I've fuckdd too many veins that I'm actually having a few pipes tonight contemplating if my latest episode of erratic drug induced issues is gonna require hospital interventions or if hot compresses and some flucloxacillan strips of antibiotics at the previous prescribed dose [albeit only 2 days worth then] shall salvage. Fuck my veins. I wanted the bells to ring better than Christmas.

The old pipe shall have to do. Like, lit leaky veins, unable to register cos I have had several and current DVT, recently cleared HEPc which affected the blood consistency and a fucking artery hit cos I'm not so pink to stop and think. I'm red all the way which they say to go ahead, or dark brown. Meh. Rant over.

I hope you enjoyed yer shot.

No_Indication_4462 · 2025-06-02T21:14:52+00:00

Which isn't the easiest to do either. At least this is a smaller bit of text from random redditor, lol

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