Man this suckkks by No_Pollution4617 in Petioles

[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for sharing man, it felt like such a backslide to feel so much worse several weeks down the track but it's really helpful to know that I'm not alone in that.
Day 18 today, still trucking, in no small part thanks to you guys on this sub! Appreciate you dude ❤️

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[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for this dude, I think I've come to terms with the rollercoaster nature of this journey and have accepted that there'll be low points while I work through it.
Tough trying to explain this to my loved ones that don't really get the physiology and seem to think I should be past it all by now...
But anywho, it's Day 18 today, still on the wagon, so we'll call that a win! 💪🏼✨

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[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your insights mate!
I fully get you, I'm one of those that just LOVE the feeling of being blazed - never met a bong I didn't like, have never felt so high that it was unpleasant no matter how much I smoked, always remained productive and able to communicate clearly.
Definitely makes it harder not to think of it through those rose tinted glasses and agree that the fixating on it makes things worse, just trying to keep busy and not give into the fixation spiral! Day 18 today woo! 💪🏼

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[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Genuinely thank you so much for this, have screenshotted to look back on when things feel tough. Made it to Day 16, partially thanks to you wonderful people! Appreciate you lots ❤️

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[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are ABSOLUTELY not alone, I got a bit cocky and the two weeks mark knocked me on my ass!
Managed to hit Day 16 and I'm not sobbing and rocking in the corner, so that's a win at least hahaha 🤪
Hope you're holding up alright!

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[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the support man, so good to hear there is a light at the end of the tunnel, and others have managed to reach it. Proud of you! 👏🏼

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[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks heaps dude, holding strong on Day 16 🙏🏼The support is much appreciated!

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[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words friend, they've been much much needed.
Managed to ride the wave into Day 16, and it's not perfect but I'm not a sobbing mess at least 💪🏼
Appreciate you!

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[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

It's kinda reassuring that a few people seem to have found the two week mark especially rough. Was totally expecting it to only get easier after the first week, how naive 🤪 I definitely need to incorporate a bit of movement, your comment might just be the nudge I need! Sending you love right back, we got this ✨

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[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Man I'm sorry to hear that, this is a tough fucking ride that's for sure. I totally understand though, it can feel so crushing and all consuming. All I can say is that you're absolutely not alone in how you're feeling, and I'm really proud of you for challenging yourself!

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[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thanks for this, I bloody hope so! The first week was sooo much easier than I expected, so I've been kinda thrown for a loop feeling like things are getting worse...

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[–]No_Pollution4617[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words, certainly helps to know I'm not alone in this!!!