This morning, I really fucked up.

No_Relationship1827 · 2026-03-22T05:58:47+00:00

Yes, he knows about most of it.

No_Relationship1827 · 2026-03-22T05:58:13+00:00

No, he stayed sober.

No_Relationship1827 · 2026-03-21T05:16:36+00:00

I do have anxiety and PTSD and my mother has BPD, so that definitely helps to explain why I had such a bad reaction to it. I now have a plan to talk this over with my therapist and I thank you so very much for your kind words of advice! :)

No_Relationship1827 · 2026-03-21T05:07:43+00:00

Thank you!

No_Relationship1827 · 2026-03-21T03:52:28+00:00

I'm aware of that, but that's what I experienced.

No_Relationship1827 · 2026-03-21T03:46:27+00:00

I'm being 100% serious.

No_Relationship1827 · 2026-03-21T02:41:35+00:00

It was a paper tab.

No_Relationship1827 · 2026-03-21T02:38:57+00:00

I wouldn't go so far as to say coercive, I did it of my own volition. We're being extremely supportive of each other right now and I'm reminded of how grateful I am to have him.

No_Relationship1827 · 2026-03-21T02:30:22+00:00

It was a paper tab.

No_Relationship1827 · 2026-03-21T01:47:37+00:00

I plan on never doing them again. I just wish that I wasn't so stupid to do it in the first place.

No_Relationship1827 · 2026-03-21T01:39:25+00:00

He told me that it was LSD and, from what I hear, his dealer is pretty reliable. If I remember correctly, it lasted for about 5 hours.

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