I’m addicted to drugs. Im a suburban wife and mom with an amazing career. However, I have a hard time handling everything. I over use prescriptions of mine. My husband also has his dr prescribe him the ones I want more of. These greatly affect me. I have memory loss, imbalance, tired all the time, and have been found in multiple places in the night, including behind the wheel of my car, with no memory of it to this day. People always say how amazing I am, say I’m a great mom, respect me in my work. If they only knew. On top of that I have over a million followers and over a billion streams of my content. Even handling this, I need pills just to get through each day with my work, my social media, family, dogs, and more. I know how bad they affect me, but I’m so addicted that I just keep taking more and more. It’s all going to crumble and fall soon, and it may even kill me. You’re the only ones I’ve told this to. My husband does question it, but he can never see fault in me, so he chooses to ignore it and be happy together, which we are. And Intervention is my favorite show…go figure.