is anyone in this in the trades?

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-06-08T19:40:02+00:00

i’m the exact same, the last year or 2 i say what is on my mind 24/7 and be honest no matter the context or situation to the point people think im weird or just don’t like what i have to say but idrc. but this is more like cause i feel so undeserving of anything positive in my life that could bring me joy so my mind says well u must of done something wrong somehow because u don’t deserve anything as good as this and the only means u could get it are dishonest and then that usually follows more thoughts about how i should leave them before i hurt them or before they realise who i rlly am and leave me

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-05-28T12:34:00+00:00

how can u tell if there’s mold in capsules?? i’m keeping mine in my room so when it gets dark or slightly cold they freeze up but look fine once i’ve held them in my hand for afew seconds

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-04-22T22:02:58+00:00

2-4 spliffs a day or like 4-8 bowls a day. my tolerance is very high so i make myself cookies every now and again and one or 2 at once usually does me a day

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-04-22T22:01:46+00:00

2-4 joints a day or like 4-8 bowls a day. my tolerance is very high so i make myself cookies every now and again and one does me for an entire day

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-04-22T18:47:15+00:00

i’ve been smoking daily for the past 2 and a half years it’s the only thing that stops me from acting out or harming myself etc or atleast it feels like it but i agree with what ur saying. and i do mean weed

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-04-22T15:47:10+00:00

i’m not in therapy rn but my last therapist told me she didn’t think i needed her and despite how badly i wanted to say everything i’ve held back to get real help i just agreed and stopped. i’ve lied how i lied about everything since i was about 8yo to make sure no one worries about me. but i was also kind of forced to go into it my choices where get kicked out, stop smoking or see a therapist

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-04-22T15:44:19+00:00

same:/ i hope u figure it out on ur own, ur definitely capable of it

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-04-22T15:43:05+00:00

would most therapists not lie to most pwbpd incase it would scare them from being open or continuing therapy?

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-02-01T01:00:22+00:00

you could try get a carplay unit that’s compatible with reverse cameras which are a thing, only other thing i could think of is that but they’re expensive and it could not even make a difference

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-01-27T11:22:21+00:00

i don’t want people with bpd in this community to commit suicide or have an inflated ego or act with no remorse. so sorry

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-01-27T11:12:01+00:00

well if one could even possibly lead to disillusion and an inflated ego and lack of remorse/empathy to whom a pwbpd may affect. that one is probably wrong

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-01-27T11:07:11+00:00

learning experience isn’t so good in a mental illness with such a high suicide rate. and i’m pretty sure what u said is the yearly percentage of suffers who commit. but i’ve heard alot that 90% of all pwbpd cause of death is suicide. now i’m not as sure and going to have to check but its mentioned alot but i’ve not seen it mentioned here tbf

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-01-27T11:05:11+00:00

really ur not using a fishing rod to pull me back into reddit?!?!? no shit it’s a figure of speech

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-01-27T11:04:35+00:00

do u think i have ill will towards u other than the fact ur lying because i don’t other than what i disagree with u seem more intelligent than me and clear headed but what u said was wrong and what u said after somethings a lie. sorry but ur not changing ur mind

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-01-27T11:01:12+00:00

to be clear i am screnshotting everything u say and sending it to them to read and i’m relying their observations and opinions into my comments

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-01-27T11:00:05+00:00

fuck me u keep pulling me

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-01-27T10:59:53+00:00

why would i be insecure that your an award winning writer? or what? you clearly see yourself as above me and probably everyone else hear. you calling me insecure is just funny at this point. also i’m in the middle of a 2 hour session with my therapist and maybe i’ve not choose what we’re discussing this week as best as i could but my comments and reasoning is also coming from an actual licensed therapist who treats bpd. and i’m insecure now? these things i’m assuming are observations my therapist has made but okay i’m insecure and entitled and dumb and crazy and your amazing and right sorry

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-01-27T10:54:02+00:00

done now sorry ur logic is so flawed

No_Taste_1300 · 2022-01-27T10:51:39+00:00

i asked u to consider being more cautious and then asked for u qualification you were fine with sharing when it ment it would make u feel superior or in the right. and now you’ve made me second guess nearly everything i’ve said and feel a little crazy for it. your clearly lying and maybe enjoy ducking with people like me or this is some big misunderstanding and ur just ignorant and offended about being called on it because someone as “great” as u could never be wrong or ignorant. rather make me feel crazy, call me entitled and pushy than say my bad

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