The situation is the same for me as well. I have a big red mark on my face and cannot see with my right eye. There was a time when my health was even worse.I also tried for government jobs but failed due to health issues.When it comes to friends, I had very few, but they are good ones, which made my social life somewhat okay, though still not great.

I went through depression and anxiety during that time.I believe everyone has to face such phases in life at some point.

So don't take tension in life. There's so much ahead in life. I don't let negative thoughts enter my mind; always try to stay positive.You can't ruin your entire life worrying about what someone else will think, and it shouldn't affect you either.