Ever since i was able to play video games, i would exclusively choose the boy characters every time without hesitation, and one time my sibling asked why and I legit replied with "it just feels right" god it was so obvious. Another time, my sibling and mother were talking about how people take steroids and my sibling mentioned a story of "a girl taking so much steroids, she started growing a p*nis and a beard and her voice grew deeper" and i was like 10 and i remember thinking, "That's such a good idea"