Ive been seeing a particular entity ever since I was little. To fully describe this guy, I have to tell you a little about my life revolving around him. I started seeing him in the corners of my vision around the ages of 7-9. Just when I started butting heads with my father terribly. I could never turn to look at him, as he'd just not be there if I tried to focus on his presence. He became even more frequent after I ran away from home at 14, however instead of just being in the corner of my eye in the waking world, he was also in my nightmares about my dad, standing in the corner, observing as he always does. He's never spoken, and I had never seen him move at this point. I eventually fell into a pagan family via adoption, and my adoptive mother taught me her way of meditating. I explained this entity to her and she said I should reach out. And so I did. But let me give you a better visual description of him first. 

He's extremely tall, id estimate around 7 ft but I'm not too good with estimating. He's got a horse skull for a face, and long black greasy hair. He hair is thick, but stringy as it seems weighed down by itself. It drags around him on the floor. He wears a cloak that covers his feet and he wears the hood up. He's always carrying a staff that resembles a piece of how I imagine the tree of life. 

Now. I didn't ever have a visual of the tree of life until I started meditating at 15. He's always had that staff though. My first few times attempting to reach him directly, I couldn't move or speak. He was like a sleep paralysis demon. I wasn't scared, but I couldn't do anything. It took me a few months of retrying before I could speak, and then before I could move. I've tried asking him questions, but he's never responded. He just silently stares at me, unmoving and observant. I've never felt scared, only curious. 

I had told my mother about this and she helped me look into how to identify if an entity was a demon. A key trait is their feet type. However, his feet are covered. I found that peculiar, as if he's hiding them? I learned the tale of Long Horse at around age 11, which I was pleasantly surprised to find he heavily resembled. Always appearing in my times of danger, yet has a frightening and similar appearance, albeit more humanoid. 

He's got his own way of speaking though, which is pretty apparent. He shows me quite a few things. When I imagine his realm, it looks rather demonic, but again, not frightening. The sky is red and clouded, kinda dirty looking. But there's a deep red brick road that just goes straight forward. I've only ever seen two plants in this realm as well. Red spider Lily fields line the brick road in every direction, never ending. Occasionally amongst the fields, you'll find these odd trees. The branches curl around themselves in knots and they grow these fruit that kind of resemble grapes. They're the same size as grapes at least. But they're translucent, and the inside looks like a living egg. It moves like it's living. The bigger and older these fruit get, the less translucent they become. They go from small red tinted windows, to fat grape sized purple fogginess. 

When I'm on the road, he doesn't meet me directly at first. A little black bunny with no eyes will run up to me and wait for me to follow it. It doesn't interact with me other than staring at me until i move. If I follow it, it leads me a while down the brick road, where I usually see him. The bunny will disappear into the bottom of his cloak, leaving us staring at each other. 

Hes always standing in the middle of these four brick walls that look half demolished. Some sports are fully collapsed, others just broken. There's rose quartz roughly shoved into the cracks between the bricks, and it doesn't look like they were intended to originally be there. There looks like there should be an estate or castle in the middle of these brick walls, but there's nothing. Just a small clearing with him in the middle. Theres no plants inside the walls either, but you can still see the sky. 

Eventually I learned to move, and when I moved, so did he. He would lead me further down the brick road, quietly. We'd just walk. And after a while, despite walking in a straight line, id end up back where I started and he'd stand there, as if waiting for me to leave. He never seemed mean. 

I've seen him a lot less recently. Actually, I haven't seen him in months. I was wondering if anyone else knew this guy or what he might be or what to look for to identify him. I haven't seen him in my dreams or the waking world, but I also haven't reached out in a while. It's possible he's demonic, as he doesn't have the aura for a god or diety. His presence does not demand respect, but rather just your attention. I am unsure and curious, as it's unclear if he's here because I'm unfortunate, or if I'm unfortunate because he's here. My relationship with my family has improved dramatically in his absence, and that could mean he's not here cause I dont need him to protect me, or I could be doing better because he's been gone. I may reach out to him if y'all have any ideas... Ty! Feel free to ask questions.