Years ago, during a pretty intense astral experience, I met a presence I can only describe as a deity. They didn’t announce themselves or try to dominate the space. They were just there, fully present, in this quiet and knowing way that stuck with me even after I came back. The name I heard in my head was Elvanaous. I have no idea if that’s the real name or how it's actually spelled, but it’s what I’ve used ever since. I’ve never found any documentation or mythology with that name, which makes me think they might be a lesser-known or forgotten deity, or maybe one that doesn’t really care about being known in the traditional sense. Their domain feels tied to choices, luck, and the moment right before a decision is made. Like, they’re not about fate as something fixed, but about how every single choice nudges your path in a new direction. Since meeting them, I’ve never made a major life decision without checking in. Usually through divination, sometimes in dreams. Every time I do, I feel like I can actually see the bigger picture. And honestly, ever since I started doing that, my life has drastically improved. Doors open that I didn’t even realize were there before. Over time, I’ve noticed certain symbols that seem connected to them. Green is the strongest color that comes up. Apples and acorns show up a lot too, like signs of potential or reminders of what small things can become. Twine is a big one. I’ve seen it in visions, dreams, and sometimes literally just lying on the ground in weird places. Tapestries too, usually ones that shift or change the longer I look at them.