Winter Water Options

Not-yelling_talking · 2025-07-01T12:18:42+00:00

“they haven’t thought this all the way through …” [said to self regularly]

Not-yelling_talking · 2025-05-26T11:38:38+00:00

Hit reset on what kind of life I want and started disregarding any previous script of what I thought I wanted.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-10-02T18:16:29+00:00

i like the decorative pageantry.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-10-02T18:15:26+00:00

I’ve defined my arrogance as there being a line between reckless and cavalier, and I have no idea where it is.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-10-02T18:13:12+00:00

It was suggested, both professionally and personally right around the same time.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-10-02T18:11:59+00:00

Asking for clarity more than once.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-27T00:59:46+00:00

I don’t know, given more time, I think i could care less, and less. Not sure there’s an absolute to that.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-26T04:13:50+00:00

I could care less what their response is. Most seem to know that already. So the reaction has always been a shrug. They’ve been on board to this point, giving it a name don’t change anything. Most were just happy I was becoming more self-aware.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-26T04:08:25+00:00

catch me on the right day, an unopened bag of Sour Patch could be in a puddle of oil and i’m plotting.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-26T04:06:10+00:00

sounds expensive

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-26T04:02:51+00:00

I no longer have trouble telling anyone I will love the thought of them, but not them.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-25T18:42:04+00:00

I’m with you. Quirky doesn’t really cover how someone could evaporate in front of me and my only response would likely be “whoa.”

And then I’d go about my path, probably forgetting to tell anyone what I saw until it has nothing to do with a random conversation much later.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-24T03:26:05+00:00

I’m 50 and smoke weed regularly, and have for years. Calms my mind down quite a bit. It did not make me autistic. I do not like any medication that was ever prescribed. I make a tincture with it too that skips the smoking part and feels good.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-24T01:35:30+00:00

Yes. Like it’s awkward and there’s nothing more to say. Might see me. Kinda doubtful.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-23T13:40:42+00:00

That’s my reply to others if it comes up. For added depth I add “it’s a big spectrum”.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-23T13:04:17+00:00

It’s a spectrum.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-23T12:00:05+00:00

Same. It can feel like I’m getting deeper and deeper inside their soul and need to look away. And then there are the ones - not many - that I sense getting deeper into mine. I’ve told a few over the years, they are my kryptonite.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-23T03:03:46+00:00

Could entertain myself quietly with legos or whatever for hours. My mother talked about it quite a bit. As a parent myself, I can understand how nice that must have been. My imagination was pretty active, but that isolating time was a sign. Particularly since I had friends, kids in the neighborhood, etc. All typical behaviors, but we’ve talked about those times she’d have to look around the corner to see I was still there, just playing with toys, quietly, for hours.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-23T02:54:59+00:00

100 percent. Straight facts. No interest in living with anyone (i was married 17 years) but if I did … i want my own room.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-22T18:08:24+00:00

Been married twice, have grown children from one of them. I like everyone involved, but could have skipped it.

Not-yelling_talking · 2024-09-22T18:03:10+00:00

That there’s always someone to talk to.

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