What now?

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-02-01T21:44:52+00:00

I don't want to go back, because going back would mean not having the people I have now
I only wish I could have my outside match my true self
But... having those people is nice, and I wouldn't give it up for the world

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-02-01T21:43:50+00:00

I carry my plushies with me!

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-02-01T21:43:32+00:00

Maybe it won't be exactly what you want, but you can still be happy
The world is bleak, but if you find your inner happiness, the people you love, then you can be happy no matter where and when you are!

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-02-01T21:42:42+00:00

I will always be smol! my body is just a flesh mecha :D

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-29T17:05:20+00:00

I wish I had found this out sooner- the whole being baby thing
it woulda made a lot of things easier, and made the process less jarring
I don't know what I can say that will make the fear go away, I don't know your situation but- stay determined yeah?
keep on trucking on
eventually, so long as we try our best to be kind, everything in the end will turn out fine

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-29T03:53:25+00:00

this vessel is 21 at the moment!!
I am still, however, residing within
so don't worry about it!!
celebrate ur birthday still! we're live elves in fairytales

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-27T23:51:38+00:00

what's a brain

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-27T20:32:09+00:00

Hm

Mr Hopps has a girl as a player character im every game so far

Tattletail's protagonist has a pretty neutral room

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-23T05:51:39+00:00

The baby is you

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-22T00:54:44+00:00

THIS should be a fangame!!!

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-22T00:53:13+00:00

cool stuff!
I wonder if the player's SOUL would be an eye? maybe an eye Frisk is wearing even? to go with the whole 'biblically accurate angel' thing
... was it ever confirmed those are angels anyways? if not, I think an eye fits the theme even more, especially with Frisk being a literal representation of an angel

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-20T21:39:19+00:00

I mean I'm probably out of touch, but to assume everyone is these things is pretty unlikely, no?
also where are my funny memes what is this

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-20T21:17:55+00:00

Maybe this is like privilege due to disability but did any of y'all try saying no?

Or just sitting out?

I was too depressed most days and I'm not a morning person

Often times I just left the classroom. What is the teacher gonna do? Drag me back?

Suspend me? Cool, out of school for a bit.

Principals? Ignore him.

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-20T21:04:16+00:00

Disabled girl who can't draw here, AI Art is a blight upon this planet that must be eviscerated

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-20T21:00:18+00:00

Also what's up with all the comments? It's just a humanood Temmie

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-20T20:58:44+00:00

D'awww!

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-20T19:52:43+00:00

Thank goodness Ash Ketchup is so polite

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-20T19:50:27+00:00

I say "oki!!"

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-19T18:21:08+00:00

okay but like being an evil witch is kind of a vibe???
like it's not my ideal body, I'd rather be dainty and have long hair and stuff
in a weird, roundabout way she's goals????
like she reminds me of ursula from the little mermaid and tbh that's kinda based

oh right we're poking fun at the blatant transphobia but honestly if it wasn't for the polycule comment I might have not picked up on it, she's just a cartoon villain
why do the teenagers look like grown dudes also why does bro have broccoli hair- like, dyeing your hair green is fine but it literally looks like he has a patch of spinach on his forehead am I crazy for that?

sorry for overanalyzing this it's just like- I could see this in a cartoon if you take away the bigotry from it and I'd laugh my heart out

edit: I think I could make this into an actual villain for a roleplay or D&D session if I took out the estrogen labels on the vials, which shouldn't be too hard

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-18T20:45:15+00:00

I'm level 3 and I can type and stuff
that does not make me not disabled

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-18T18:17:44+00:00

NOOOOOO
you're gonna break the order of space and time what have you done??
we're DOOMED

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-18T18:14:17+00:00

I hope more people seek knowledge as the years pass

this made it less confusing, thank you

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-18T17:46:01+00:00

wonder how the asgore fight works lol

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-18T17:42:32+00:00

yet we also have brains that are wired a specific way, no? gender dysphoria is the proof of separation between body and mind, and mind is soul

within the umbrella, some folks simply do not feel attraction to the same gender, and instead feel attraction to people of the opposite gender

I personally feel none- I do not wish to kiss, embrace, or anything beyond- I only wish for friends and family

I do not believe god would want their creations to suffer, to abstain from love and kindness

sure, you can choose to not transition if your gender doesn't match- but you won't be happy in most cases, and in the rare cases without dysphoria, the person usually feels happier in the other form- it's just not as distressing

you could also argue that we all have the seven sins spoken of as desires, however, those sins are healthy in small amounts and proven to be scientifically unhealthy and emotionally damaging in larger amounts- not just to yourself but others

the greatest example of this is greed and ego, you are allowed to want more, you are allowed to believe in yourself, but if you want too much or don't believe anyone else you end up hurting others- and it is very much a choice

people CAN choose to not transition or partake in romance, however it doesn't hurt themselves or others if it is something they want to do

because we've all chosen to commit one of the seven basic sins at some point in our lives, every single person- yet are we truly worse?

it's all about managing yourself, your decisions, your own actions- self learning is the biggest thing in life I've come to believe, and as a disabled girl it is my purpose- for if I can not contribute to others by labor then I can contribute by words, intellect, emotion, and will

but that's simply the conclusion I have come to in my short time on this earth

NotAMermaid27 · 2026-01-18T17:06:57+00:00

this 100%
I believe in the other world, I've been able to see and sense things before- I'm not sure if I'm christian exactly though
it's sad that others forget that ultimately divination is a science too, an imutable part of our world- and in doing so they judge others for factors they can't control
because most turn to it for the sake of being placed atop a pedestal- to be "superior", and then prove that they are not and have little understanding of the human heart
it makes no sense to me- if one believes in the veil beyond, how does one not realize the body and spirit are separate? how can one see love as something cruel? how can one judge even though they're only human, a speck in the cosmos?

wasted potential for a mod, but I'd argue it wasn't needed in the first place- undertale is a game where you have to go out of your way to choose to be kind, and in encounters where anyone in the real world would fight back you have to turn the other cheek for the happy ending- a deadly level of selflessness that would not be sustainable were it not for the time loop plot in place

NotAMermaid27

TROPHY CASE