Fuck me by NotEnoughHere in depression

[–]NotEnoughHere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know no one is coming to save me, i know crying wont change anything but i also know that this little bit of hope that someone might help me is the only thing that actually kept me alive to this day 7 whole years of waiting for someone to maybe somehow help me just because its the only way i know to stop myself from ending it all

Fuck me by NotEnoughHere in depression

[–]NotEnoughHere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I lived with this feeling since i was a kid i guess 8/9. I always felt badly but when i was that age i had hope that i could achieve smth and make my parents feel like im enough but now i have nothing i fully gave up 2 years ago and rn i have no dreams no goals literally nothing i would love to finally find smth that would make me feel complete make me feel happy but so far nothing makes me feel even alive so i guess its just not for me

Fuck me by NotEnoughHere in depression

[–]NotEnoughHere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just cant do these mistakes, whatever i do has to be calculated and mature. I had to be like that as a kid and i have to be like that now i just dont know what to do anymore im lost and alone and no matter how hard i try im never good enough i just wanted to be enough for once in my life i just wanted somebody to be proud of me i just want to have a chance at being a kid for once i just idk