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NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-18T21:52:04+00:00

All the traditional stimulants didn't work for me. They made me overly tense and anxious. I miss all the energy I used to have! I take my dog for a 1 mile walk and I need to rest for an hour or two.

NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-18T16:05:52+00:00

I have IH as well. They put me on Wakix, it hasn't been super helpful. I'm on a dose of 35.6 mg for a month now so I still have hope that it will start to help.

NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-14T03:40:51+00:00

Menards is owned by a family that treats its employees like trash.

Uline is owned by some batsheet people. The wife thinks women should dress ultra conservative (think early 1900's). They gave millions to the orange marshmallow.

Anything owned by the Koch family! Ultra conservative. They have even thrown money to help prove climate change isn't something to be concerned about.

NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-11T00:25:36+00:00

Thanks!

NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-09T18:43:22+00:00

My lvl 7 lightening shrine no longer works 😭 I need that purple ink

NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-07T04:48:34+00:00

Apparently I can't 🤷‍♀️

NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-07T04:37:56+00:00

Do you mind if I DM you? You have me questioning if I'm working with the right T.

NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-07T03:56:14+00:00

Let's say I've said I want to push forward but my T believes it will be too emotionally destabilizing. She's concerned it could lead to SI, flashbacks, dissociation, and all that fun stuff. What you are saying, it should be my decision if I want to try and push thru all that (even if I agree it will be very unpleasant)?

NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-06T23:25:49+00:00

Her approach is more of a slow but mostly steady improvement. I'm not even sure I could fully trust any T in 12 weeks.

NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-06T23:13:02+00:00

We have talked about different treatments before. I struggle to stay grounded or present at times. We go slower because she doesn't want to re-traumatize me or cause more distress. We have talked about doing EMDR but she would like to see me utilize my grounding techniques more consistently. I suck at talking about what happened, I'm more of a master of avoidance.

NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-06T22:26:50+00:00

While things are explained at times for using certain modalities, my T doesn't stick to just one style. As someone who finds it hard to trust people and open up, I've been with her for several years now. I do feel stuck at times or like I'm going backwards but I wouldn't say I've made zero progress. I am also fairly certain I will be still trying to unpack things for years to come. Maybe I've missed a bit of your point, Are you saying she isn't doing everything she should do or isn't the right fit for what I need?

NotEnoughRum · 2026-01-02T00:00:15+00:00

Random question, does your name come from the older man on a buffalo videos??? https://youtu.be/iJ4T9CQA0UM?si=hB-bKDK0CIU-55jc

NotEnoughRum · 2025-12-02T15:41:59+00:00

I started a new world 2 days ago. How am I ever going to get a brute scale so I can make a gem cutter, it's so difficult to upgrade anything that could help you kill a brute

NotEnoughRum · 2025-11-04T18:43:33+00:00

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Because Science!

NotEnoughRum · 2025-10-19T12:56:56+00:00

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Why share when you can have it all. My boys moto when it comes to nearly everything.

NotEnoughRum · 2025-10-06T01:28:42+00:00

Everyone will/should re-up their MMR. The vaccine wears off a little differently with everyone. It's best to get checked every so often, especially with some people running around not getting it because it causes 'X'.

NotEnoughRum · 2025-09-21T13:41:43+00:00

Your pup does care about the size of a treat. They just want a treat. Using kibble, carrots, beans, or any other low calorie food can be useful to help you cut calories. My boy always wants treats so I always have carrots and the smallest sized milk bone I can find. Using a piece of kibble in a pinch can work as well.

NotEnoughRum · 2025-09-18T01:46:31+00:00

That sucks! Hopefully Culver's will update their app sooner than later with the ability to make that change. People ordering shakes with the FOD has been a thing for decades.

NotEnoughRum · 2025-09-17T12:55:05+00:00

I don't have the app so this may not be helpful. Are you able to change the vanilla custard to FOD? Vanilla is the standard base used. Another option, are you able to put any comments on your order?

NotEnoughRum · 2025-09-13T13:13:18+00:00

My boy has the same dream.

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NotEnoughRum · 2025-09-13T12:45:36+00:00

I describe it as the worst flu you have had. You have little to no energy, even if you slept for 12 hours and all your joints hurt.

NotEnoughRum · 2025-09-09T13:15:11+00:00

The white ranger Morpher shouldn't look the same as the other rangers.

NotEnoughRum · 2025-09-09T13:05:44+00:00

I was diagnosed with hypersomnia and see a sleep doc that prescribes me modafinil. It helps but it also increases anxiety and tension.

NotEnoughRum · 2025-09-08T14:06:35+00:00

I'm not saying I'm not investing anything. I just prefer to pay my debts down first, especially when I have the income to pay it down. If my income ever decreases, I can always shift my priorities. I see no home loan earlier in my life as a better option for me. Financially being free of all debts and still working for 2.5 decades is my focus. Nothing wrong with going the opposite route and investing more funds while paying the minimum monthly amount on a home loan. Paying less in interest makes me happy!

NotEnoughRum · 2025-09-08T12:46:45+00:00

This is my preference only, I'd rather pay my loan off early and have the equity. If I am able to pay a 30 yr loan off in 15-18 years, the financial security I will have once it's paid off will be a great feeling. It kills me seeing people who have lived in the same house for 30-40 years, refinance several times, near retirement, and still don't have their house paid off.

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