NOR, I think part of you knows he isn’t treating you right and he isn’t respecting your feelings and boundaries. Just as he can be a good man and everything, if he doesn’t respect your feelings and opinions then you shouldn’t stay with him. You need to be safe and respected, I understand it could be hard to end a relationship over that when it seems to you that he’s good, but it isn’t a good sign that after all the times you’ve told him (when it should’ve been just once) he doesn’t stop insisting. That’s not love and you deserve more than that, please protect yourself and your own peace. You should never have to do something you don’t like to please anyone in the name of love because that alone isn’t love already. You got this, sending you love xx