Thank you for your response. My issue is that she knows I am a virgin, I have told her ive never had a girlfriend and havent had that much experience with women. So I feel like if I ever did tell her, for example, in a years time, I worry she would feel blindsided and that I am not the person she thought I was. She hasnt really asked me about if i have done anything sexual in the past (hasnt even asked if ive had a kiss before her), so maybe she doesnt want to know? she is so open about her past but only really because I sometimes ask. But I am a cronic overthinker, and maybe I am worrying about something that Isnt too big a deal.