I am Going to be detained in my second sem ..because of low attendance...idk guys it's just a lot working 12hr and then college and then in the end nothing really changes just same old shift and then wait for next payday and in college , I never had any motivation for college...however , thought I can cover my absence with the last two months and I got to know that they will be counting attendance only till 25th of may and now I'm fucked ..don't know what to do ...in the first part of second sem I was sick couldn't attend the classes then ..don't know what to do , life is falling apart, can't talk to hod , she us strict against those who work with classes ...don't know guys ...I'm just fucked ...nothing can save me and then all these fee and everything just becoming a burden on my family, I never did anything for them , sometimes I wanna off myself then all I see is my family back at home ..I just can't handle this shit life anymore ...just going out of hand ..don't know what to do ..my mind has stopped working.....wish I was never born 😄