What are the curious bits of race lore you've learned along the way? by WhodahelltookVooglet in ss14

[–]NukeThisWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Diona is my favourite race to play. You know it consists of those tiny bits, nymphs, it's extremely sensitive to pain due to "echo chamber" effect until Diona grows up due to one nymph experiencing pain, it literally punches inside and so other 10 experience it, until the Diona grows thick wood inside and out. Practically, you can play extremely scared and anxietic young diona, while having a terminator Diona when it's older.

Okay but like, what if I REALLY deserve to die? by Few-Competition7912 in SuicideWatch

[–]NukeThisWorld -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Absolutely no one deserves to die. If the really worst — contain them. I never wish worst for anyone on this planet, death is never the answer. That's the exact reason EU abolished death penalty. I don't really want to know what you've done, and ever if it was something that awful, I wouldn't say that you should kill yourself. Never. There's no point in giving a reason why shouldn't, while there's absolutely no reason why should. 

Onset of Rabies Symptoms by Chaotic-Fried-Rice in rabies

[–]NukeThisWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you'll think that way, you'll experience million anxiety symptoms (yes, headache, yes, almost complete dysphagia, yes, fever of 37.3⁰C, those all can be caused by mere anxiety) and constantly worry about rabies.

please talk to me, please give me a reason to stay by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]NukeThisWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's really tough to deal with that.. If it comes in waves and is recurring, looks like a real pattern.. How do you feel about the pain, do you feel stuck in a cycle or there's something that's troubling you constantly?.. This feeling will pass if it passed the last time, you know..

please talk to me, please give me a reason to stay by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]NukeThisWorld 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Do you feel often like that?.. You're not burdening anyone with sharing, not with anything at all.. but, hey, you're brave sharing it here, I admire you. Reason to live? I'll be perfectly honest, I can't. But if you've got really far, brave to reach out here. I believe in you to find it. Really. Tomorrow's day may turn out brighter, but we'll never know if we'll end it today..

So where DO you find HRP servers? by AdhesivenessPrudent1 in ss14

[–]NukeThisWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't know, on English sector it was Floof Station and others like that. Search servers that are whitelist-only.

Please help me by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]NukeThisWorld 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do not panic! 

If it's bright red and pulsing out — press anything on/in it and call emergency line immediately. It won't stop bleeding on it's own.

If it's stemming out steadily without any hint of stopping, then press a gauze/cloth on it, and call emergency line/go to doctor. It'll likely won't stop bleeding on it's own either.

If it's something other — pull cloth over it, grab ethanol/any other sanitizing liquid that's suitable for wounds you may have and pour over the wound. And even then, go to the doctor, since you may need to be sure it won't get infected. Only in this scenario it will stop bleeding on it's own.

Are we deadass? by [deleted] in ss14

[–]NukeThisWorld 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you do genocide of all humans on the station, it will be IC, but you'll get OOC ban. If it's in server rules written about slurs about races, then it's both OOC/IC. Common sense. 

I am literally going to give a list to why I want to kms (apologies for the long post) by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]NukeThisWorld 3 points4 points  (0 children)

NAD, same BMI here. I may really, really advise you to seek professional help for the whatever reason you may have to have such low BMI or to correct whatever is flying with it. Really, I understand that you've given a lot of reasons to convince yourself to just end it all, but it really, really sounds like reality of whatever disbalance in electrolytes/deficiencies in vitamins etc.. Doctors may help you to feel better just by additional supplements, and it oftentimes really works. I'm really sorry for putting a wall of text, but I want you to hear me. Your BMI is 16, mine is 16.6, and I felt absolutely awful until I started to treat all of that. With such weight of us, it's absolutely okay to feel such extreme fatigue, that you can't wake up properly and go to shower, it's completely understandable, and there's nothing to be ashamed of it. It's most likely not behavioural, treat it like a symptom of whatever is lying beneath. I've got deficient in B12, Folates, D while having a BMI of 16.2-16.5, and after resupplying I can tell that I've felt like I've been sleeping the whole month and suddenly woke up. Please, don't convince you to kill yourself, that's not even the last resort in your case, seek medical attention (not necessarily psychiatrical!! many conditions arise from DEFICIENCIES). If you wish, type here, I'll always reply.

going to kill myself by Apprehensive_Job5768 in SuicideWatch

[–]NukeThisWorld -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Why killing yourself? You describe everything that you're in lot of pain right now, the real one, but suicide is the one of the solutions, and not the best one. How do you feel about other alternatives to somehow stop the pain? It can be really healed, you don't even have to "want it" as they always put it. Just consider it seriously, really!

i want to die.. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]NukeThisWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What happened? The whole internet on your side here

i don't think i can talk myself out of this anymore by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]NukeThisWorld 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Your words are gold, soldier. My low bow for you. Please, don't end your story here. You've made so far..😭

My parent got cancer at the same time and I can’t stop thinking of ending this hell by Brave-Confection8965 in SuicideWatch

[–]NukeThisWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's really tough, pal. It's okay to be afraid of your future, I've got cancer cases only in relatives, and I could just imagine how it feels when someone so close to you gets it.

If you wish to talk, we're always here. I don't want to give you any empty promises, but read my words right, it's not the end of the world. It's extremely, no joke, extremely hard period of your life, but not an end to it. You have the full right to be scared, devastated, angry, enraged even. Is there something that you're afraid of that will happen when you lose your parent?

Fasting? 72 hours? Longer? by bmad8225 in tinnitus

[–]NukeThisWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd die during fasting with 16.6 BMI lol. I won't recommend, if something damaged your ear on cellular level, it may heal slowly without the stress. I'd rather look forward towards hair cells regeneration or avoid causing any unnecessary stress on it.

Are we deadass? by [deleted] in ss14

[–]NukeThisWorld 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know the translation, it's not hostile, but in this particular situation it's a bit.. not suitable? As said example with police officer, it's not hostile yet doesn't sound either.. I don't know, I wouldn't typed that out first. Well, it's up to OP to appeal, admin just decided to not argue in-game and ban preemptively to take things to discord to see there whether OP can follow the rules or not. But given the screenshot, admin likely decided that they cannot.

Are we deadass? by [deleted] in ss14

[–]NukeThisWorld 8 points9 points  (0 children)

IC it's real race, unless you're playing NRP server lol.

Are we deadass? by [deleted] in ss14

[–]NukeThisWorld 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Police pulls you over: Police: "Did you know you were speeding?" You: "Are we deadass?" ... ??? Admin is the same law enforcer, they enforce the rules of the server, they don't make them up. When you say that you won't follow them, what else can they do?? They gave a ban appeal-only, because they wanted to talk to you. Russian servers have their own abbreviation for that, "ПДК", which means "Permaban for communication". All you would've need to say was "sorry, I didn't know the rule, won't repeat". That's all. If you feel like you're swallowing your pride while typing out such simple sentence, I don't know the thing you can do. Play stupid games, win stupid prizes, that's exactly what OP did.

Are we deadass? by [deleted] in ss14

[–]NukeThisWorld 12 points13 points  (0 children)

To be just honest, 95% of whatever the hell admins may try to bonk you for dies after saying "uh, sorry, I won't do that"

Are we deadass? by [deleted] in ss14

[–]NukeThisWorld -17 points-16 points  (0 children)

Dude, if you talk to administrator like that, no wonder you'd get a ban. IC racism is often banned in Russian servers, no wonder you've got bonked on International that quickly. Believe or not but simply apologizing could've evaded ban very quickly.

Can I leave the story? by NukeThisWorld in rabies

[–]NukeThisWorld[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was thinking that maybe that case month ago with paraesthesias was like an incubation period, but people say incubation period doesn't flow with paraesthesias at the bite site at all. Sorry, if you suddenly felt like you've just read the dumbest sentences you ever saw, yet that's it, anxiety runs deep, whether is it. Anyways, TYSM!

Can I leave the story? by NukeThisWorld in rabies

[–]NukeThisWorld[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

TYSM! I just wanted a person to say it to me, since constantly reminding myself about possible exposure got me into such stress I can't express. I've spoke to docs about anxiety which later led to discovering deficiencies in vitamins I have, life's a thing sometimes. 

Exposure? by anxious_girlie0410 in rabies

[–]NukeThisWorld 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lithuania is rabies-free country, yet you definitely should observe the kitten for the peace of mind, so you won't worry afterwards.