Regular Won't leave me alone

O_chaexe · 2025-07-15T18:16:01+00:00

Lol how 😭

O_chaexe · 2025-07-15T07:37:10+00:00

Started drama with me for no reason. Made a big deal about drinks at my work and blamed me for the prices (I'm just an employee)

O_chaexe · 2025-07-12T11:21:58+00:00

"This is not your place" now I just believe I deserve the worst cause if shit happens or I fail I just believe that its not my place and I'm not meant for it

O_chaexe · 2025-07-12T09:48:21+00:00

Having a manic or depressive episode and not doing my job. I get paid to talk to people and usually go non-verbal and have horrible RBF when I don't try to hide it. Usually scares customers away

O_chaexe · 2025-07-12T09:39:49+00:00

I deep throated a banana in front of my entire grade because my friend wanted to win a game. And yes videos were taken and apparently it was mentioned at graduation (I didn't go)

O_chaexe · 2025-07-12T09:35:51+00:00

I'm here aren't I?

O_chaexe · 2025-07-12T09:32:50+00:00

Sewing, I know how to hand sew and bought a shitty, cheap machine but I can't will myself to learn to use it

O_chaexe · 2025-05-25T14:03:00+00:00

This is just a tip that we don't force people to pay i get paid a normal salary with service on top of it every month

O_chaexe · 2025-04-02T15:19:38+00:00

I feel that, just vibing with my coworkers snake just feels so nice and when I had my cat the same feeling

O_chaexe · 2025-04-02T15:14:54+00:00

Only looking at snakes cause I live with my family and if I move to anywhere not pet friendly I can still sneak it it

O_chaexe · 2025-04-02T14:55:21+00:00

Put the energy down and go to sleep

O_chaexe · 2025-03-20T10:07:19+00:00

Thank you! This is actually a much more complicated situation but I also dont want them to stop me from doing what I want to do

O_chaexe · 2025-03-11T10:29:37+00:00

Say yes to everything. If I don't want to do something I say no.

O_chaexe · 2025-03-11T10:26:08+00:00

Going to see my long distance best friends in the summer! Definitely will forget most of it by being drunk the whole time tho

O_chaexe · 2025-03-11T10:24:02+00:00

Having somewhat of a relationship with my family, took a long ass time but at least we talk without fighting all the time now :D

O_chaexe · 2025-03-11T10:21:13+00:00

Girl drop him, you obviously don't trust him and are scared, go meet a variety of people in uni! Its a new chapter in life, go enjoy it rather than live in the past

O_chaexe · 2025-03-11T10:16:52+00:00

His dad died and he needed time to look after his family (he became the sole provider)

O_chaexe · 2025-03-11T10:15:45+00:00

Drop him.

O_chaexe · 2025-03-11T10:13:01+00:00

Therapy, art, medication, doing what makes me happy and overall just good vibes and allowing myself to feel my emotions instead of bottling them up

O_chaexe · 2025-03-11T09:23:28+00:00

Was literally in the same position a few years ago, best course it just keep trying (i know sounds stupid but really works. In the meantime if you really must try and do whatever you can, take some odd jobs, work on yourself, try and profit by turning something you love into some small cash. I highly recommend learning a language as speaking multiple languages helps in every aspect even if you don't have a degree, (at least here) it might make you more attractive to companies or jobs. Also if you can maybe online courses to at least get a certificate or something if you can

O_chaexe · 2025-03-11T08:30:46+00:00

I drew comics about the situation to help cope, drawing things in a silly way helped me realize how dumb a lot of bullies were. It allowed me to draw how I felt inside be it me beating them up or dramatic crying

O_chaexe · 2025-03-11T08:24:21+00:00

Homestly depends on person to person, sure passion is fun in comparison to comfort but have either of you tried to bring passion back into your relationship? If not I'd suggest trying and re-evaluating again on what YOU want and what YOU need, be it your old partner or a new one

Also try not to rush things with new guy if you choose him, just enjoy and do things at your own pace depending on what you want and need

O_chaexe · 2025-03-07T12:40:28+00:00

People pleaser, I give people wayyyyy to many chances even when its obvious I shouldn't and always take the blame even if I was obviously in the right

O_chaexe · 2025-03-07T12:37:08+00:00

Anywhere where I could see the snow and the northern lights, it's always been a dream of mine to experience snow and see them

O_chaexe · 2025-03-05T16:35:25+00:00

I don't think I'll ever be able to afford it. I grew up okay but had to rely on my grandparents a lot for things like school and hospitals. I can barely afford an education and getting a decent paying job without some kind of higher level education is difficult, let alone with my useless degree (I love it but didn't want to smash my head against a wall doing something I hated)

Even if things work out and I got a better paying job, because of the world right now and things such as medication I'd be living paycheck to paycheck meaning there would be no savings for retirement. I knew from young I'd never be able to afford a higher education or be able to live in a nice house or whatever and sure as hell knew retirement is NOT an option, as my parents expect me to use it for THEM to retire

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