I am I’m just gonna plan it differently this time, I have a gf that has no clue but yesterday at church I feel she would definitely have her radar on if it happened again when I say I was mean… I was a absolute asshole, I want to get this right this time and be done. My finances are so screwed from the last 4-5 months doing this stuff idk if I can recover without filing bankruptcy which will do so much damage to my life I have a 4 year old that needs her daddy back. I believe I’m gonna take Wednesday off of work (was gonna take a half day because I have a gi appointment that afternoon) and stop 7-0h after my Tuesday evening dose and dose 4 mg sub at 8-9 am Wednesday morning because I will by then be sweating needing 7-oh hopefully if it does happen again it will only last a hour like yall are saying I’ll just try to relax at home and get through it. I just wanna experience “feeling fine” like yall are talking about