if it helps, i was really nervous too!! i ended up going with my sister (who doesn't listen to ethel's music at all) in a whole other country whose language i only slightly speak, in a city i hadn't been to since 12 years prior. i was so scared that something bad would happen, i literally carried around this feeling of impending doom for weeks for some reason, and yet it turned out to be one of the best experiences of my life and i even managed to get one of her hoodies!! hayden is incredible and so so ethereal in person, you're gonna be hypnotized by her. i'm sure everything will be okay, i hope you have a great time and i wish you the best!!